Goodbye Dear Stranger;

Future,

2010-01-10T23:42:00.001+08:00

Sorry i knw i = lousiest blogger ever but but but but but RESULTS IN LIKE 14 HRS FML PLS MAJOR FML )))))))))))))))))))):

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2010-01-02T20:26:00.002+08:00

I just had a brief, short conversation with my grandmother. & in tht short exchange of words, she asked me th same question thrice.

She's my paternal grandma, & she's been living under th same roof as me since I was born. I'm sorry I dnt knw her actual age but I do knw tht she's old.

& with age, came a disability- amnesia.

It started in 2009. She wld always forget whr she left her keys, her wallet, evn th remote control for th television in her room, or if she had taken her medication. It was difficult t deal with, both for her & for my family.

But wld we all be happier thgh, if we all had amnesia or short-term memory? Everything tht happens after each minute wld be a new experience for us. Every sight, sound, smell, taste or touch.

Life wld never be boring.

We wld never rmbr bad things like pain, bitterness or heartbreak.

Sometimes I wish I had selective memory disorder.

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Leaving On A Jet Plane,

2009-12-22T18:52:00.010+08:00

So on Sunday, met Acts2 ppl @ church & went for 8.30am mass tgthr. Headed t PlazaSing aftr tht. :D Bought tix for Avatar, thn had LJS's brkfast, naise! (Y) Chit chat & all, thn went t th arcade. :D Spent quite awhile thr, while waiting for th movie t start. Spent quite abit, -.- Damn.

(Meet th BossMan with th 16 tix!)

16 of us went t watch Avatar tgthr! They are, Samantha, Shalyn, John, Jerome, Nat, David, Brendan DS, Brendan Lee & his sister, Johnathon, Kieran, Angel, Matt, Chester, Barry, & Edna. :D:D Th movie was rly long. -.- Had ass cramps & stiff necks, hahaha. David John & Jerome loved th show so much, they plan t watch it agn, but in 3D. HAHA. You guys are nutzzz!

Everyone went home aftr tht. I went out agn with family for dinner t celebrate my Dad's birthday in advance. (: Ice cream cake = (Y) Tday's his actual birthday so, Happy Birthday Daddy! ♥

(awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :D)

♥

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Cant believe I'm leaving in arnd 12 hours time. Omgxzsxzxzxzxzszxz. Whn th holidays started, I was complaining how it sucks tht I'll be leaving Sgp @ th last weeks of Dec. Now, I think it was rly fast! Time flies. (: Will be back on 2nd January, so Merry T-Mas & Happy New Year in advance t all! ♥

See you all next year! :D

& thanks, Bryan! Th poor lil baika bear is in my tummy nao. :D Hehz!

OH &, YOU GTA LUV MY BLOGSONG! It's awesome! \m/

OKAY LUV YOU ALL, BAAAAAAAI XOXOXOXOXO! ♥

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Situations,

2009-12-19T02:29:00.003+08:00

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez, sorry for abandoning GBDS! I are laSy, tht's a fact. (: Okay laah, I'll be changing my blogging style. & hopefully blog more, haha!

Soooooo, on th 12th was Mr Ong's Xmas party. Fun much! Stayed till arnd 5.30am, thnks Mr Ong for fetching me home! ♥ Pictures here. :D

Next day 13th, was Confirmation Mass. Helped out by singing in th choir with IHM YM peeps. It's cool tht one year ago, I was th one being cfm-ed. & one yr later, I'm helping out as part of th community! :D Praise th Lord for tht! ♥

On th 14th, we executed: Plan Surprise Mr Ong! Everyone met early t blow balloons, buy tidbits & all, thn we entered th function room @ nEbo, AMK hub & waited. WanEr, WangDa, SoonHock & Joel had brunch with Mr Ong, thn tricked him t gng there. :D He was surprised! HEHEHE. :D:D:D Gr8 job everyone! ♥ Pictures here!

15th, went t EastCoastPark with Deannz, Joanne & WenJie! Sorry I made you all walk back one bus stop! We cycled till SAFRA, thn it started t pour. So we played pool while waiting for th rain t stop. Whn th weather seemed okay, we got on our bikes & got prepared t cycle back, & guess wht? IT RAINED AGN. AND FREAKING HEAVILY TOO OMGXZSZXZSZ. ): But still, cycling in th rain with them = fun ttm. HAHA! Thnkfully, none of us fell sick. :D We are strong! Prata soon okay Deannz! ♥

Orignal plan on th 16th was t go t CityPlaza with my girls. End up, changed it t picnic @ Marina Barrage. But finally, settled on just meeting for lunch thn gng t Jas's t play BandHero & finally, kiteflying. Plans werent rly followed cuz I woke up with a freaking swollen right eye. ): Till now I still dntknw wht caused it! ): So anws, aftr I reduced abit of th swelling with an ice pack, I trained dwn t Compass t meet them. BandHero = fun! Me luv th drums. :D We watched MeanGirls too, heeez! :D Nella left soon, aww! & th othr 2 girls & I cooked kimchi instant noodles for dinner. Thn off t some void deck for hth talks with some delish PieKia (HAHAHAHAHHAHA)! ♥

Didnt do much on th 17th. (:

Tday! Met my dearest Sabrina (late) for Princess & The Frog @ Cineleisure. Th show's cute, but thr was obvsly many lil keeeeeds in th theater, haha! Thn we trained t CityHall, had ManhattanFishMarket for dinner. We almost died trying t finish th platter for 2! Omgz. /: I'm still full nao! Chillax-ed @ Starbux next, hth talks are just th best. (: Luv ya dear girl! May you & Eugene last forever! :D ♥
(Pictures t be uploaded soon.)

Hmmmmmmmxzxzsxzs, my posts are gna be more wordy cuz I wnt upload my pics t blogger, but rather just leave th fbk link here. (: Sorry!

I are leaving for USA next Wed!! & I havent started packing omgxzxszxzs. /: Gna do so laterrrrr!!! :D

Currently eggxited for Acts2 outing on Sunday! We is gna watch a movie tgthr, instead of session. Yay! :D But but but, th girls cant make it I think. Oh well! Thn @ night will be dinner t celebrate Daddy's birthday in advance. & maybe gng over t 5/604 chalet? It's gna last till 22nd! Omgz, tiring shit. But I aint complaining. (:

Okkkkkkkay, I guess I'm outta here. Bai all! Luvluv!

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Forever.

2009-12-04T23:59:00.001+08:00

2nd December,
I woke up @ 10.15am, althgh I was supposed t meet Natalie, Jiayu, Bon & Samuel @ Harbourfront @ 10.30am. -.- SORRY! So i rushed, met them just in time for th movie, Case 39. Natalie's birthday havent passed yet so Bon & I had t buy tix agn, haha!

Whn we were buying, we were like trying t select H row tix, but thn cuz we cldnt see th screen, so we werent sure if we cld sit tgthr with th rest. But guess wht? Whn we entered th cinema,
1- We thght we were l8, but we werent.
2- Th cinema was freaking empty!
Nt like ttly empty but super little ppl. -.- So we just sat @ some random place. Which was rather front! & there were no one infront of us @ all.

Okay, since it was a horror movie, we were like making a hell lotta noise, HAHA. But yet, th othr ppl in th cinema didnt say anything. I think they're weird ttm. They didnt evn scream @ th scary parts!! -.- So anws, @ first I was very scared of watching t show cuz Roanna said it's scarier thn Paranormal Activity! Well guess whuuuut cousin, it sucked! Big time. Th ending = shit. Srsly!! Nt scary @ all. -.-

Th girls' reaction during th show was super funny. Jiayu _____ Natalie, HAHAHAHAHAHHA. Inside joke for all of us! Srsly they made me laugh alot. Heh! So aftr th movie, we went t eat @ BK! & there were many lil kids arnd, cute ttm. Hahaha.

& thn we left for Nat's house! Trained & bussed. Reached, & played guitar! Also designed th 5/604 shirt, & watched LemonySnicket's A Series Of Unfortunate Events. I SWEAR TH GIRL IS DAMN DAMN DAMN PRETTY! Bon agrees w me! She's Emily Browning btw. (: Thn we had dinner, & aftr hanging out more th guys left.

Nat, Jiayu & I went t Nat's room, chatted, & discussed abt chalet. Finally left @ arnd 12, cabbed home with Jiayu. Jiayu! I told you turn right!!! HAHA.

Pictures can be found HERE. Yes, I are laSy t upload t blogger. /:

Anws, guys! It was gr8 t finally hang out aftr so long! Been years man. We must meet up more often. ;D

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3rd December,
Morning, went t collect passport w family minus eldestbro. Coolio new biometric shit. HAHA. Thn, went t Chinatown w Mummy. Bought quite alot of tops! & a pair of harem pants, awesome ttm. Thanks Mum, love you. (:

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4th December,
Today, went t church for P&W for ConRetreat '09. Gng t church agn tmrw for ConMass Choir Practice. Awesome.

Okay, IM CRAVING FOR SHAKER FRIES DAMN BADLY, ARGH. ):

Oh &, I really have no idea whr t go aftr Os!! Jc, poly or IB? /: ): /: ): /: ):

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2009-12-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

It's times like this.

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Fireflies.

2009-11-30T23:32:00.015+08:00

29th November, Acts II Outing

I was on time in meeting th rest @ SrgnStadium! Boss (David) was l8, how can!!! Tsk tsk, hahaha. Brendan Lee best, just woke up whn I called him! So we boarded th bus & asked th uncle t make a stop @ th taxi stand right outside Kovan Melody just t pick him up. So dua pai right! Tsk. HAHA.

Reached PasirRisPark! Walked walked walked, & settled down @ a few benches. Ate abit, went t play @ th playground. Oh my, it's like all of a sudden everyone transformed into small lil keeeeeds! Racing each other for a go on th swing, playing th supernova~ climbing t th top of th spider web! & th flying fox thing is FREAKING FUNNY. HAHA.

Jerome's mummy's beehoon = 2 thumbs up! (: Everyone was like saying how yummy it tastes. Hahaha. Angel & Matthew brought their doggy! It's hugeeeee. But Clement says they have a bigger one, woah. o:

R: Edna likes tht pic!

L: Idiots turned th camera arnd aftr counting t 3, haha!
R: Th shades gang!

L: FREAKING FUNNY PICTURE LOOK @ JOCE @ TH BTM LEFT CORNER! HAHAHA.
R: Naise picture ruined by extra Nat @ th back!

Cam whored while waiting for John t buy cups, haha! Thn th skies turned dark & we all ran for shelter. :D Waited for th rain t start & end, it was quite fun watching everyone trying t avoid th rain & all. Jerome was hiding behind a pole! HAHA.

Well so aftr th rain stopped, Jocelyn had this idea t go bowl @ E!hub since th sky looked like it was gna rain agn. We packed, split up, got into Martin & Brendan DS's cars, & GUESS WHT. Th Sun shone damn freaking brightly!! WAH, SUPER BTH. -.- But nevermind, decided t just go E!hub in th end. Kinda wasted cuz I was looking forward t skating, cycling, flying kite, playing volleyball all. ):

& whn we reached, all th lanes were taken up. Gg! Hahaha. So they decided t go & eat instead. & guess wht. Someone came up w a superb idea t go play LAN! Awesome. So we squeezed into th 2 cars agn, (some took th bus!) & went t th lan shop outside my house. :D A lil accident happened on th way, /: Hope you guys' parents dnt get too angry uh!

We played L4D2 first, Fionella + David + me VS Joce + Jas + Mart! Well they won, but it was still fun! (: Thn they had t leave, so th 3 of us joined th rest (John, Kieran, Nathanael, Brendan Lee, Barry & Chester) t play COUNTERSTRIKE! Too long never play = deprove like shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. This one is rly, wlau.

But! It was damn funny all cuz they were like "knife ah all knife ah!" thn stupid eeeediots like Nat will take a freaking gun & kill everyone. Ass! Or like "pistol ah pistol!" thn some people will use rifles all instead. -.- But i think pistol match is superbly fun! :D @ least I can kill more. d: & even head shot, HOHO.

So we played till arnd 4plus 5? & all went seperate ways. (: Reached home, bathed, & cousin came. Thanks for th biGini & shorts! :D Dinnered, our maids are like so entertaining pls. HAHA. Thn we got rly boooored, so we started playing arnd w th video dp on Msn, HAHA. It was super entertaining pls. Too bad I cnt show you all, unless you're on my Msn! (; Check it out okay! It's freaking awesome. Jerome evn did one t reply us whn we did one saying "hello Jerome :D" HAHA.

Thn she left, & blaaaaah. (:

30th November,
Met May @ Kovan, aftr like i dntknw how many years? Hahaha. Oh I saw WenJie @ th bus stop! (: Followed her t Qiji cuz she wanted t eat laksa, thn t POSB. & we trained down t Orchard. Saw Leonard plus Zhehao on th train, hahaha.

Reached, walked arnd Wisma. Thn Roanna plus her friend, Jocelyn came. Walked t Fareast, thn Rachel joined us. Walk walk walk walk walk, till my legs = tired ttm. Cousin & friends decided t do coloured hair extensions, it was damn funny, HAHA.

Thn we went t different places aftr tht, like Taka & Cine. We took neoprints @ Cine, ohmy. HAHA. Been so long! Edna satisfied her frolick craving too! Lychee flavour w fruity pebbles, ♥ :D Thn May & I left, trained back tgthr. & said our goodbyes @ PotongPasir.

I look fugly here but it's th only picture we took tgthr so oh well.

Rushed home aftr tht, changed & blah & head out t church! Con camp p&w practice session 2. (: Oh & while packing my guitar i freaking cut my thumb, tyvm. -.- Edna is a damn smart girl. Oh & I realise I didnt eat a proper meal tday. I had cheesy curry chicken frm Chippy, frolick, & instant noodles. -.-

Okay, I are hicupping naoz. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Tmrw's escape trip has been postponed, so I will be rotting @ home. (:

Kthxbai!

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The Other Side Of The Door,

2009-11-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

Changed my blog song.

Lyrics:
In the heat of the fight;
I walked away.
Ignoring words that you were saying,
Tryna make me stay.
I said, "This time I had enough."
And you've called a hundred times,
But I'm not pickin' up.
'Cause I'm so mad, I might tell you that it's over.
But if you look a little closer

I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles; screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pourin' rain,
Come back for more.
And don't you leave,
'cause I know all I need
is on the other side of the door.

Me and my stupid pride
Sittin' here, alone.
Going through the photographs,
Staring at the phone.
I keep going back over
The things we both said.
And I remember the slammin' door,
And all the things that I misread.
So baby you know everything,
Tell me why you couldn't see
That when I left I wanted you to
Chase after me?

I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles; screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pourin' rain,
Come back for more.
And don't you leave,
'cause I know all I need
is on the other side of the door.

And I scream out the window,
"I can't even look at you, I don't need you,"
But I do, I do, I do.
I say, "there's nothing you can say
To make this right again, I mean it,
I mean it"
What I mean is

I said, "Leave," baby all I want is you
To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles; screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pourin' rain,
Come back for more.
And don't you leave,
'cause I know all I need
is on the other side of the door.

With your face, and your beautiful eyes,
And the conversation,
With the little white lies.
And the faded picture
Of a beautiful night
You carry me from your car
up the stairs
And I'm broke-down cryin'
Was she worth this mess?,
After everything in that little black dress
After everything, I must confess,
I need you

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Tday Edna = couch potato except for gng for evening mass w Acts2. (: Oh & dinner aftr tht @ a German restaurant = SUPER FULL EDNA. @ this rate, I'm so gna turn fat.

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2009-11-28T01:31:00.001+08:00

Th best & longest conversation we had,
was th first.

Funny much?

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2009-11-27T17:20:00.000+08:00

People think I'm independent.

But, I cant stand being alone.

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Better Off Alone,

2009-11-27T00:26:00.005+08:00

OHAIDERE! (:

I have a weird body/mind. On normal days, I wake up l8, @ like 12 plus. But before slping last night, I set alarms on my fone, @ 9.30am & 9.45am. Guess wht? I AUTOMATICALLY woke up @ 9.15am this morning. Like wth?!?!??!?!!!! I think I are cool shitz. (:

Soooo anws! Met Claria & Samuel & we trained t ClarkeQuay! Following a picture of th map @ th mrt station, we managed t find our way t UEsquare! I think we are awesome. (: Minori = THE SEKZ. (: Ate till like super full, haha! Kimchi + pork / beansprouts = THUMBSUP! Heheheh.

Aftr filling our tummies till we almost burst @ th seams, we walked back t Central, thn they dropped me off @ some random Nail shop. HAHA. Cuz I had like alot of time t spare. Did a manicure, freaking 52buckxszxzsz I think I got ripped off )))))))); Not veh naise summore, SIGH! Okay, nehmind. Mummy scolded me! ): -.-

SO. Aftr tht, trained dwn t Dbg, & went t ThCathay t meet Mavis, Ashleigh, Matthew, Kevin & Bryan. Walked arnd, bored bored bored! Kevin left, he is damn funny pls. "Eh send me t bus stop leah," thn while we were all walking he crossed th road himself thn we all just waved @ him & screamed "BYEEEEE!!!!" HAHAHA.

Thn we left @ arnd 6pm+, BRYAN YOU SHLD TRUST ME! I had no intentions of leading you t th wall, REALLY! HAHA. & we parted ways @ th mrt. Th guys went t (idkwhere) while Mav & I went back t ClarkeQuay t meet Fionella, Jaslyn & Jocelyn! :D Cooooolio. Walked arnd, & ate @ Manhattan Fish Market! Th 5 of us shared a platter for 3, & we were all full! Hahaha. I think we got damn small appetites. -.- "Th prawn tired" HAHAHAHAH okay sorry inside joke.

Jocelyn left aftr tht, while th 4 of us sat by th river & had a great long hth talk! (: Was good was good. I was like ttly being a luv guru~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHA. Keeding. I laughed each time a boat went pass cuz 3 of us were wearing skirts & we didnt bother crossing our legs cuz "ALSO NOBODY CAN SEE WHT" (quote frm them) but thn I told them, "eh th ppl of th boat can see everything" HAHAHAHA plus they taking pic all!!!! (Of th Xmas tree behind us BUT STILLLL!!!!) *rolls eyes* HAHAHA.

OKAY THIS PIC DAMN FUNNY. Jas asked this random passerby t help us take a pic. He was like uncle style, you knw. He didnt evn knw how t press th button. /: & th pic turned out like this, th Xmas tree half gone HAHA. But it's th only pic of th 4 of us w th tree!

Okay if you're wondering why my face in all th pictures = almost th same, it's cuz I was very very very kancheong-ly holding my precious G10 baby on one hand (My left hand summore! Imma rightie!) t take these pictures. "Wht's wrong w tht?" you may be wondering but pls dnt forget th freaking smelly dirty river is infront of us horh!!!! Wlau imagine one wrong move or finger cramp or suddenly let go = DIEEEEEEE. I swear I will jump into th freaking dirty river t save my baby. HAHAHAHAHA. Like kuazhang only but REALLY.

Okay yah so my pt is I got no hand or time or mind t think of btr poses so excuse me lah okay. HAHA.

Thn it got l8, so they trained home while I trained t Ion t meet Mummy. & home sweet home. (:

Super tired ttm! Okay, being random here, I just changed shampoo & my hair smells DAMN NAISE!!!! REALLY. ):

KTHXBAI.

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2009-11-25T22:33:00.001+08:00

“不要随便伤一个狮子座女生的心。她们没有你想象中那么坚强。她们是很死心眼的。一个错误的恋爱会让她失去自信。”

Saw it on WAHSH. How true!

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So I did some research on my star sign, & I cnt believe how true it is.

Your element: Fire

Your ruling planets: The Sun

Symbol: The Lion

Your stone: Peridot

Life Pursuit: To lead the way

Vibration: Radiant Energy

Leo's Secret Desire: To be a star

Description:
Love triumphs over all for this sign, which is ruled by the heart and operates from this dimension too. Leo's are born fortunate. Charismatic and positive-thinking they attract not only an abundance of friends and opportunities, but manage to survive life's stormy times with style and good humour.

Once a Lion is committed to a relationship, they are totally devoted and faithful. Should their heart or trust be broken they never forgive or forget. When a relationship breaks down (even a long standing one) they can disappear into the sunset without a backward look. Leos can cut ties, and leave others heartbroken, but usually there is a good reason why they have broken a tryst. For a Leo, when a relationship is over, really over, it is over for good.

There are three levels of soul-evolution of the Leos. The highest is represented by the Sphinx; wise beyond their years and great teachers to others. The second is the Lion, King of the Jungle, ruled by ego but always protective and sustaining of those they love. The last is the Lion Cub, immature and undeveloped, frightened by anything new. These Leos cling to others (in the mode of the child not wanting to leave its mother's side).) They can't bear to be alone.

No matter what level they have attained, all Leos are trendsetters, leaders and adventurers. Their weakness is their pride. This is one sign where the saying "flattery will get you everything" applies, but be warned criticism will slam the relationship door right in your face.

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Erase,

2009-11-25T18:01:00.004+08:00

Edna needs an eraser. No, nt th kind you use t erase th wrong words you wrote on your homework. Th kind tht erases memories. :D

It'll be cool. Edna shld invent one. (Yeah right I wish)

Okay, I'm just being really random cuz I'm bored ttm. Sigh.

*Switched back t HappyGirl mood*
Tmrw = Minori!!!! (:

Do I scare you? Cuz I scare myself. HAHA. Okay shutup bai.

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OH & I realised tht I rly cnt stand bugs. Like, ants evn. (I knw, rollseyes right?) HAHA. So I guess I can never ever live t see fireflies ever. Cuz I'll probably freak & run away. Ohmy. Why didnt I think of this before.

But, I still wna fly kites! Sunday, perhaps? Oh pleaseeeee let it be a windy day. (:

Okay I'm so bored naoz I knw you can tell. -.-

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Arizona,

2009-11-24T21:31:00.004+08:00

"It took 2 days, for me t figure out,
this isnt working out, but I lost my way."

Tday saw me gng t Tampines w Mummy. (: Bought 2 pairs of jeans (@ super discounted prices), a skirt, & a top frm DP. Awesome. But I felt rly tired tday, i dntknw why. Nt physically, but mentally.

Oh well. Thr's guitar tmrw. Shall pop by. (:

Random: Oh man, th girl on tv just rejected th guy's proposal!!!! HOW SAD. ): Okay whtever I dnt evn follow this show. -.-

Okie dokie hokey poke, Edna's gna eat her almond chocolate crossiont while watching Th Mentalist naoz. (:

&We're all too young, t use tht word.

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500 Days Of Summer,

2009-11-23T20:28:00.001+08:00

Tday spelt a boring day for Edna. Watched 500 Days Of Summer, all thnks t 2nd bro. (:

Mum's bringing me t T1 tmrw. Hahaha.

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Forgotten,

2009-11-22T22:52:00.002+08:00

I surprised myself this morning as despite th fact tht I only had 4 pathetic hours of slp, I managed t wake up in time for mass. So I did my usual getting ready, while pondering if I shld ask my 3 ladies if they'ld be gng for mass, & headed out t church. Before actually leaving my house, I gave th 3 girls a text asking, hoping, pleading, whichever, tht @ least one of them was otw t church right then. I had my fingers crossed, but I told myself, 'With hope comes disappointment', & boy was I right. One gave a negative reply, one gave a l8, too l8 reply, & th last just never did.

Yes, I must say, I feel very very very, very disappointed everytime this happens. & I knw you girls knw it too. But thn it's like God uses his almighty power t send down an invisible force which hardly, but nt painfully slaps me awake, back t reality. & I tell myself, why shld I feel this way? Dnt get me wrong, yeah they're my friends, but. They shldnt be th reason I'm gng t church isnt it?

I have failed as a Catholic, I have failed t recognize God in my life. I guess I was foolish enough t think tht by attending Sunday mass religiously & gng for session every week, tht I was being devoted t Christ. Well, @ least now I knw I'm wrong. Tday's session cldnt have happened @ a more right time.

We sang, "I'm coming back t th heart of worship, cause it's all abt you, it's all abt you, Jesus.". & yes, it's all abt Him.

I dnt knw & I dnt think you ppl can understand me & wht I'm trying t say here, cuz this is rly just whtever's on my mind & in my heart right now. But yeah, tday I've come t realise tht, it's difficult t get close t God. It's like there's so many othr external factors, tht are blurring my vision of Him. Maybe I evn lost myself, thrgh this journey.

But one thing I knw for sure, & I nvr doubted, is His unconditional & unfailing love for me. As cliched as it may sound, He's th only one who's always thr for me. He brings me joy, He shares my sorrows. Thr's no othr like Him. (: My faith thus far, have been a relatively tiring & complex journey. It's like I thght I was thr, next t Him, but th flight of stairs extended higher, & now I'm back t square one. But I'm okay w it thgh, cuz as they say, it's nt th results tht mtr, it's th process/journey. (:

I srsly dnt knw if I'm making any sense. Okay actually, I think most ppl will just skip tht whole chunk. Hahaha. (:

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On a lighter note, went out w family for brunch aftr church tday, it's been soooo long since we last did tht. Evn thgh we only went t a random kopitiam along PotongPasir, I loved it. (: It's nt abt whr I am or wht I'm doing, but rather abt who I'm with. (:

Aftr brunch, we went down t (fillinthblank), (I have no idea wht th place is called-.-) t buy 2ndbro's sports shoes. End up, Dad got me a new phone. ._. Nokia E72. It's kinda cool, I like it, so thanks Dad. ♥ (: Thn we went home, I packed my old LG Arena (it sucks ballz), & parents plus me went back thr t pass th guy my fone for trade in.

Thn we went t some hotel, for some briefing for our USA trip. ._. It was hella long & kinda boring. My contacts were killing me. -.- Aunty Jojo & family came too, thn aftr it all we went t have dinner. Super full omg. /: & tht's abt all. (:

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Althgh I'm nt th kind tht'll wear my heart on my sleeve, I'm nt th kind tht will let ppl treat me like a fool either. I h8 liars, I h8 it whn ppl make me feel like I'm lost in a maze. I tend t think too much, I tend t feel too much. My mind runs wild like it has it's own pair of legs. But tht's me. Guess Edna gta learn how t 'wash her hands' more. *winkz (; Cuz talk is cheap. & nobody sees th real me. I've had enough of bringing myself down. Do whtever you wnt, say whtever you want. Edna's strong. (:

Adieu.
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2009-11-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

You're just like everyone else.

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X,

2009-11-21T22:45:00.001+08:00

If you wna come into my life, thn stay.

If nt, leave, get out. & dnt come back.

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4e1 2009,

2009-11-21T17:58:00.002+08:00

18th - 19th November, Class Chalet

Met Jolene, Shermin, Velda, Marcus, Kane, Xiangjing, Joel & Benedict @ AMK hub for 2012. (: The show was super long. Many people give it good ratings but i dnt. x: I thght it was okay only. Anws, thr was one thing tht was in my head all th time during th show. & tht's tht it doesnt mtr how we die. As long as we have faith. (:

Okay, so aftr th show it was alrdy quite l8. We trained down t Yishun & took th shuttle bus t Orchird Country Club. (: Thr were alot of people @ th 'chalet'! But we missed Mdm Tan ): Sad t th mxm!

We ate, watched tv, played guitar, took pictures, etc. Oh, Mrs Lai came. ;D Watched th video tht GuoSheng & Glen made, awesome. (: Thn everyone just pretty much slacked. Hahaha. Some left early, aww.

Bathed & all, thn some went t slp. Blahblahblahblah. Okay, next day, watched 'Front Of The Class'. (: My 3rd time watching tht show, haha! But it's still awesome. Go watch! & we checked out. (:

Went ovr t NorthPoint w th girls t eat, thn home home home. (:

In th evening, went t church for Con Camp P&W practice. Cool cool. (:

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20th November,

Met Sabrinaaaaaaaaaaa! :D:D:D:D @ CityHall, & we walked over t Funan using her tiny lil pink HelloKitty umbrella, HAHA. Went t th mindcafe! Ate, chilled, talked, played games. Awesome ttm. :D

Thn, we trained dwn t Dhoby. Searched for a pair of shoes for her, thn met Eugene & Edmund @ The Cathay. Walked over t Parklane, played L4D2. (: Ohman, super long never play = DIED ALOT. ): Like sian only. Thght I kinda wasted their time & money. Sorry. /:

Walked back t PlazaSing, ate @ BurgerKing. I didnt evn eat half of my burger. -.- Thn Sabrina & Eugene left first, while Edmund & I just walked walked walked t Cathay agn. Hahaha. Thn he left, & I went t meet JieSheng, plus his friends.

Walk here walk thr, blahblahblah, thn movie started, & movie ended. I almost fell aslp, x; Cabbed, they sent me home first. Thanks uh.

& yeah, tht's pretty much all. I kinda lost my ability t blog. -.- Okay, whatever. OH & my skin is best viewed in Firefox, tyvm. /:

Mkay, gta go for housewarming nao. Shall post th pictures anthr time. Ta.

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Sweet Pink,

2009-11-17T22:34:00.001+08:00

Edna has successfully bubbled her hair. (: *winkxsxzxzsxz.

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*edit.
Edna's gna watch 2012 w classmates tmrw, before gng dwn t chalet! Awesome. (:

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The Chase,

2009-11-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooo!

So, shopped @ FEP tday w Mumsie. Bought a vest, 2 tops, 1 skirt & 1 pair of shorts. OH & 4 rings! Luv luv luv th rings. Esp cuz I paid for them myself. HAHA. No lah. But they are srsly super pretty. (: (L)

Saw YuhLing & Jaslyn! & some ex-Rosythians.. Thgh I dnt think they recognized me? Or just didnt bother t say Hi. HAHA. We're nt tht close anws. (;

I need t buy more clothesxszxzxzsxzs!!! Argh. Someone, plz date Edna out. ): Sabrina Heng! Dnt be so busy & call me out! -.-

Gng t th hair saloon tmrw, treatment? /: Hopefully got time t drop by schl for guitar also. (: So sad ttm tht there wnt be camp this yr! ))):

Wed & Thurs = 4e1 chalet. (: Hopefully it'll be fun? Hahaha.

Okaye, tht's abt all I've got t say for nao. (Or maybe I just forgot th rest...)

Gdbye!

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Bittersweet Life,

2009-11-16T01:10:00.003+08:00

WHAT'S UP?!?!?!?!

EDNA IS BACK T RULE TH WORLD!
HAHAHAHAHA.
Just kidding.

BUT. YOU GET MY FREAKING PT. I ARE BACK! CUZ ZE Os ARE OVER! YES! EDNA HAS DEFEATED TH O MONSTER. (:

It's been a long, tough & tedious journey. But, it's finally over! Results are gna show all next January. Hahah. But, I knw I've put in my best alrdy. (: Oh, &! I wna thnk th Lord for guiding me through each & every paper! Unfailing love. ♥

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, so. I feel damn weird blogging naoz. Cuz I havent blogged in almost 4 months! o: Hehehehhhxzsxzsxsz. Made this blogskin in afew hours. My eyes are super tired nao. /: Gna sleep soon! Mummy's taking me t FarEast for shopping tmrw/ltr. AWESOME TTM! :D

It's sad t say tht I expected life aftr Os t be more fun thn this, but oh well! Hope you guys are enjoying your hols. ;D OH & BYTHWAY. Pls tell me t relink or link you. My links are all super old & stuff alrdy! Tia. (:

Gooooooooodnight!

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Bestie.

2009-07-21T00:50:00.002+08:00

Aftr browsing thrgh & reading othr ppl's blogs abt them & their Bestfr, I miss mine. I rmbr everything Bestie & I used t do.

Hw we'ld go for recess tgthr, & she's a silly little girl. Cnt tahan spicy food but pianpian wna eat Tomyam. Thn aftr we buy our food & find a seat, she will rush t buy ice milo, so tht she wnt 'die' while eating th Tomyam ltr. & she eats damn slowly one. Th macaronni, eat one piece by one piece one. Ohmygod, right? Hahah. But nevermind, I'ld eat slower t match her pace. [:

Last time, during Sec2 yrs, we'ld go for Volleyball trainings aftr schl. Otherwise, we'ld go t Point tgthr, t have our lunch. Previously we cld still go out t Heartland Mall or wht, but aftr she shifted t near Hg Pt, she had t go home everyday. & so, I'ld go over t her house too, & we'ld study @ her dining table. I rmbr, how her 2 lil sisters used t bully me. Haha, such brats! But still, we were fine as time passed. She's darn lazy okay. Everytime watch tv lah, bathe damn long, thn ends up never study much. Tsk tsk! Haha. & whn it's time for me t go home, I'ld call my Mum t pick me up, & she'ld walk me down if she's nt lazy.

Oh, did I mention we loved t drink bbt? One week cfm drink @ least 1 or 2 times one. Haha. Sometimes whn we dnt feel like studying, we'ld just slack @ th playgrounds below her block. We evn did sthing evil thr once, heheh. [; OH & how can I forget anthr favourite past time of ours? Gng t Ntuc & looking for cute children t snap a picture of! Oh how I miss those carefree days. Whn O levels were a distant thing.

I rmbr us having couple fones too. Haha. Thr was once, whn she was feeling damn damn sad cause of a stupid guy, & was listening t songs during recess time. I snatched her earpiece frm her & refused t give it back. She got angry @ me. ): Wht a bitch loh. Haha, just kidding. Well it hurts t see her so sad, I'ld rather she let her anger & sadness out.

I miss all th heart t heart talks we had. Just being able t knw tht thr's someone thr for me no mtr wht, is a gr8 thing. I've lost tht now. It's nt tht she's nt my bestie anymore, it's just tht th distance makes everything difficult. Plus so many othr factors, O lvls, me being grounded, & etc. I cnt wait for Os t be over & go out with her agn. [:

Having a Bestie t share your woes & your joys is rly one of th best things in th world. Boyfrs are only temporary. We've both had our fair share of heartbreaks, but we were always thr t lend each othr a shoulder t cry on, & t speak comforting words t each othr.

I dntknw why God made her family have t move all th way t Jurong. Maybe t torture me? Haha. But oh well, I believe he has a plan. May his will be done thn. But I do have t admit, it rly sucks alot, nt having her here with me. Call me a loner, a loser, whatever. I'ld declare myself friend-less. Srsly, dnt come telling me youre my gdfriend or whtever. Having been thrgh so much friendship shit, I knw in my heart who are true friends & who arent.

I do hope she's rly happy whrever she's @ now. Bestie, I knw you've been having friendship problems too. & I hope they'ld be resolved soon. [: & stay well always.

Keep smiling, keep shining,
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure,
That's what friends are for.
For good times and bad times,
I'll be on your side forever more,
That's what friends are for.

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La perte de la proximité.

2009-07-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

Je tombe si rapidement, profond dans je dois cacher pour maintenir mon propre déguisement.

Merci pour les préoccupations, mais non merci.
Ne pas vous l'obtenir? Je n'ai pas besoin de ces faux soucis.

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Tears.

2009-07-13T01:24:00.004+08:00

I h8 this. Cares, unappreciated. Much less reciprocated. But it's okay. Tday in my bible, I read abt friendship. Yes, I'm surrounded by fair-weathered friends, & 'for-show-only' friends. Tht's life huh. In th end we'ld all just be Hi-Bye. Tht's it. & it sucks. Like being strangers. Which I h8 h8 h8. How? Once so close, who loved so deeply. Yet so far now. Nt evn a need t make eye contact. They dnt knw each othr no more. How tragic. I'ld Be Thr- Mjackson. Who will? It's nt making any sense t me. Why cnt I breathe, whnever I think abt you? -Liz Phair. Still. Shldnt be like tht. Loneliness. Emptiness. Sadness. Clock's ticking. My life's being wasted away. egretting every moment. Nt supposed t. Joke. Big joke. Biggest joke. Laugh @ me pls. Ppl only knw, once they've lost. How sad. No one said if you love, yould be loved. H8, myself, most. God, whr're you? You search much deeper within. You suffocate me & you dnt evn knw it. If I said I was truly ovr you, my heart wld say Amen. -Alexz Johnson. So wht nw. I'm lost, with no direction, no purpose. Shld I still breathe? Cause it's getting so hard t. Lost all power, all strength, all will. So hard, so tough. I dnt think I can make it. Rly. Just want, need. Someone. Help. Wish I cld just walk away frm it all. Anyone can hear my cries? Guess not. 1800-breakaheart. You. Pls get out. Of my mind, my heart. Oh wait, Iforgot. You alrdy left. I'm th one who's left here picking up th pieces. Of my freaking life. Thanks. So afraid of th future. H8. I need a purpose. I gave everything once, but yet wasnt good enough. Tht's all I have left of me.

Smtimes you need t walk alone just t prove t yourself tht you can.
(I think I cnt.)

Three Cheers For Five Years,

2009-07-01T00:11:00.002+08:00

OHAIDERE!

Ohhhhh so many things I wna blog abt, but am too busy plus lazy. Sigh!

Dnt you agree tht blogging has actually became more convenient? I mean like, in th beginning we all had t have a computer with internet connection in order t blog. But nw, with Twitter, Plurk & wht nts, we can just blog on th go! Which I think is rly quite convenient. But... I'm sooooo lazy, evn those programmes arent gud enuff for me! Heh!

I can so totally see tht in th near future, camera brands will start coming up with cool new cammos tht can post th piccas you just took t your blog, like straightaway! Kewl huh! But yet, I wish someone cld come up with sthing else..

Wht else, youre asking? Well...... I rly rly rly rly rly rly just wish tht it wld be possible t plug a cable t my brain or sthing & blog frm thr! Hehehehz. Yes, you read correctly. HAHA! Wldnt it be super duper mega ultra cool thgh? Imagine just thinking sthing & it wld appear on your blog! No one wld be using Twitter anymore, ya dig? Haha!

& this programme wld be called.. Edner or sthing. HAHA! Sounds stoopid. But it sounds really cool, you have t agree! A blink of an eye cld be taking a picture. & thn you cld just think of some thghts & tadah! It'ld be posted on yr blog. LOL!

But thn agn it'ld be like being in th head of someone whn you read their blog... Hahahahhahahahahahhaha.

OH talking abt cammos, I saw a BEAUTY tday @ AMK Hub! 529 buckaroos. I are saving! Or maybe just ask Popz t get it for me for mah birdday. Heehehxzsxzsz. ^^ I soooo want tht cam nownownownownwonwonwonwonwonwonwonwonwonwnownownownowwwww!

Okay, I think I'm done with my lame random rambles. :D Gooooodbai! Luv. (V)

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Heart Of Worship.

2009-06-15T23:08:00.003+08:00

Heyyyyya. I are bck frm Acts2 Camp! :D Camp was gr8. Althgh mostly is just lepak, hehehehxzsxz. Circle Of Death = Damn damn damn fun. Make sure you all can hold your bladders thgh. Haha!

Aftr brking camp, wnt home t bathe&change etc & went t TheCathay t watch HannahMontana th movie w/ Mavis, Jaslyn & Jocelyn. [: TH LEAD ACTOR IS SO DAMN HOT. Srsly. Mav was like getting super eggcited whnever he was on th screen, hahaha.

Nw it's bck t study study study? /: Ah well.

Girls are like apples..
The best ones are @ th top of th trees.
Th boys dnt wna reach for th good ones bcause they're afraid of falling & getting hurt.
Instead, they just get th rotten apples tht are on th ground tht aren't as gd, but easy.
So th apples @ th top think thr's sthing wrong w/ thm, whn in reality, they're amazing-
They just have t wait for th right boy t come along.
(Th one who's brave enough t climb all th way t th top.)

Hw true? Haha.

Peace.

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How To Save A Life,

2009-06-07T23:09:00.005+08:00

HI PEOPLE! ^^V

I got pictures t blog. Woohoo!

These were taken on Career's Day. Hahaha.

& on one of th Chinese Intensive days, we had an hour's break right. So Brenna, Claria, Vanessa & I camwhored @ th canteen. LOL. x:

Brenna & I.
Look how much Claria & Vanessa camwhore with my fone laah! & got more @ Claria's phone. Haha!
& group shots. Uglyyyy. /:

Tuition tuition tuition & more tuition. Sian. Danial I hope you see this. Tuition siannnnnnn luhs! ): Okay, I'm lazy t type more. Hehz.

BAI! ^^V

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Laughter,

2009-06-05T00:23:00.008+08:00

EDNA FINALLY GOT HER ASS BACK T BLOGGING! Woohoooo. :D

This video was taken quite a while back. But still, I can laugh whn I watch it. -.- It's quite long & wldnt rly make sense @ th beginning, but just watch okay! It's freaking hilarious lah, rly. (I just realised tht I did mention this video in one of my previous posts, so yeah.)

I just wna be like tht forever. Laughing non stop- no worries, no problems, no stress! Hahah. Can I ROFLMAOL forever pls? ):

Well okay I think I shld explain th video? Eh, I started playing with th elastic strings we had. -.- Thr's this game which I always used t play with my primary schl friends whn I was young. It was like some kinda craze, yknw? Hahaha. So yeah, I started playing with Joanne? Thn wlau, got this 'stage' damn fun one, & I wanted t do. BUT! She dnt let me do! D:

HAHAHA. Okay. So yeah, thn it's just damn funny laah. Cause we keep repeating & repeating & repeating. & I'm like freaking screaming @ her t let me play but she dnt let! ): Sadz. OH! This video is evidence of her bullying me! HAHA. Okay, just keeding.

[; Okay, I think this post is kinda lame HAHA. But who cares. I like th video. Haha! Just watch & comment please. [; Hope you all laugh till peng like me. -.-

Video uploaded!

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OKAY SO ANWS. Sry I havent been blogging. I knw I keep repeating myself but yeh. Heh. O lvls yr wht, impt impt. [; I will rly blog daily aftr Os, okaaaaaaaaaaaye? Actually thr're some othr videos I wanted t post too, but this one's alrdy taking forever. So too bad, x;

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmxzsxzsxz,, lazye t update on my life right nw. Midyrs werent fantastic. Hated PTM. Ikea is hella fun. Blahblahblahblah. Holidays? Nt quite. Schedules are p.a.c.k.e.d. Plus,, cnt go out evn if I wanted, I guess? Study.. Yeah you get th drift.

Ooookaye I knw this post is kinda lame & super random & whtvr. But yeah, deal with it! [; Thr had actually been many instances whr I rly rly rly rly rly wanted t blog. But I just didnt. Dnt ask me why. -.- Cuz Im weird like tht! \m/ Heh.

I'm just blabbering while waiting for th damned video t loaddddddddddd. Yeah. Btw, I accidentally forgot t save my new codes whn I relinked a bunch of ppl th othr time (cause I did it in schl) so everyone's like, not linked agn. -.- Sorry.

Okaaaaaaaaaay bye.

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HappyPill, ♥

2009-05-24T01:25:00.003+08:00

E met S & some othr guys for a movie tday.

Tday's post will be nthg abt tday.

Just,

E loves S alot alot.

This is obviously S typing nonsense. -.-

I Stay In Love.

2009-05-19T23:17:00.003+08:00

Exams are over. \m/ Eggcited for Career's Day tmrw. [:

Mariah Carey- I Stay In Love

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Why do I stay
Why do I stay in love
Oh baby
(Baby, I stay in love with you)

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Altought I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love

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Still think of you, still missing you. But it's okay. I knw it's impossible. Just glad t be able t look bck t all those mmrs. Was gr8, rly. Thnks agn for evrtyhing. [;

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New Phone!

2009-05-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

Yay me, new phone @ last. Hiak hiak hiak I is a happy girl. Thnks Dad, luv ya loads.

Kkkkkkkay, blog aftr exams. BYE!

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What Goes Around Comes Around.

2009-04-25T01:36:00.003+08:00

Have you seen th skies lately? Th clouds are just beautiful. [: Look @ th pic @ th bottom right corner. Looks like a wave doesnt it! Stunning. [;
Tht day out with Sabrina, Edmund & their friend. Ss-ed. ;D Saw Jackie on th way back @ Dbg. Cooolio.

Waner & Joanne. [;
One down, three t go! Yes, I bought 3 books @ once. -.- $50 plus. :D

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Sup ppl! Im sooooo occupied with guitar & studies this week! SYF's next Monday, & we're or @ least I am rly feeling th pressure t do well. Cause every othr performing arts grp in schl have done well! Oh my. ): God have your way with us.

Last guitar prac tmrw, kampateh ppl! 3 more days (or rather 2) is all we've got left. Let's make th best of it. Our efforts shall nt go dwn th drain. HS guitarists, let's do our best! ;D

Tday's guitar prac was srsly damn high. HAHA. Emily recorded a video of Joanne & I LMAO-ing. Literally. I dnt think I shld upload it though. Super throw face okaye! HAHAHA. But I kept watching it over & over agn & laughing t myself still. -.- Retard much. But fun! ♥

I forgot wht I wna blog alrd. So I shall end here. Haha. Oh yah, somehow I am banned frm my own cbox, wth. -.- So replies here.

^roanna yes, i knw hahaha. wht thing real or fake?
^NIGELL boooo O lvls! ):
^Claria. YOH MISS ME RIGHT! hahahaha!

Nighhts!

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Finally,

2009-04-18T04:06:00.002+08:00

blogskin changed! [:

Meeting Sabrina ltr, cant wait. :D I miss her, alot.

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Nutz.

2009-04-13T00:59:00.004+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. Rough update. Picturesxzxszxz!

Studying with th beloved ladies @ Compass! ♥
IHM YM Canteen! 'twas on PalmSunday. SUPER FUN. :D
Ladies & Acts II! ♥ Th girls went shopping @ FEP aftr tht. I BLASTED 170BUCKAROOS woohoooo Imma happy gal. & thnks Mum for paying me back! ♥
Guitar peeps; never fail t go high! ♥
Outfit for Good Friday. :D
Easter Vigil! & Jesus has risen frm th dead! Praise th Lord for dying t save our sins. ♥! These make me happy! & yes, I've finished reading a book tht I bought one week ago. Hohohoho!

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Okay, actually Im nt tht high as I seem. Just tht th pics make me happy. [; Lazy t elaborate, so just click & enjoy okaye?

I swear I HATE HATE HATE absolutely HATE O Levels! Th stress's driving me nutz. I havent been studying. Shit Mum dnt kill me. Sry Jinjie tht I had t freak out just now. HAHA. Dnt mind me. My mood is super unpredictable @ times.

Yes yes I knw O lvls are hell impt BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH but it's just rly stressful & I dnt feel like I can take tht stress! Th burden on my shoulders, just weighing me down! Im heavy enough, tyvm, I dnt need th extra weight! Hahaha.

e d n a g a b r i e l a - x , says (12:52 AM):
im gna die die die.
O lvl fail fail fail.
no no no future.
die die die
JINJIE - Right Round says (12:52 AM):
....
e d n a g a b r i e l a - x , says (12:52 AM):
be garbage collector tor tor.
JINJIE - Right Round says (12:53 AM):
fail the retake la
relax
wont LA
e d n a g a b r i e l a - x , says (12:53 AM):
die die die.
retake not good good good.
DIE DIE DIE.
ok, im gng nuts.
NUTZXZSXZ.

Btw rights, dnt be offended by th garbage collector thing. It's just tht since young my Dad always say dnt study = no future = end up as garbage collector. So yeah. ):

JINJIE - Right Round says (1:32 AM):
blog about me
about how wonderful im
who would save u life even if u didnt wan to

Nonsense. HAHAHAHAHA. Eh I did blog it okay.

Okeh, I just rmbered tht I have schl in approx 6 hours time. SHIT. Im freaking out by tht fact agn. I JUST DNT WNA GO T SCHOOL! D: Godddddddddddddddddd, knock some sense into me pls. Or I can just fail my Os & die die die. (Okay here I go agn.)

ShutupEdnagetagripppppppppppppppp.

Kthxbai.

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Lies,

2009-03-28T00:53:00.002+08:00

I knw you read my blog. So tht means tht you lied t me too, isnt it? Hah.

Anws, I'ld be away frm blogging & suchs till after Os or so? Evn if I do post frm time t time, it'ld be a locked entry on my LiveJournal. So pls, cr8 an account & add me up if you want t read. [:

Made me tear during ConfirmationCamp, & almost just nw. Watch it!

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Excuse Me,

2009-03-22T22:53:00.009+08:00

Hello, sir? I'm nt your freaking spare tyre. So stop treating me like one! TYVMIA. You are rly th (#) of a ((X)+(&))! HAHAHA. Try typing it on Msn t get wht im trying t say.

Oh & pls, dnt come asking me who is it.

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So anws, YES '09 pics! Only th group shots thgh, cause my stupid laptop's cd drive is spoilt. -.- So I transferred only afew shots frm my othr comp t my laptop using my thumbdrive. & I think quite alot of pics werent put on th disc, so yeahs. I wasnt in many pics!

This was group shot #1. & yeah, it's ruined. Yknw why? Cause stupid Mark told th guys @ th front t stand whn th picture was abt t be taken. Wht an ass! Most of th girls behind didnt get covered, BUT I DID! Cause he was right infront of me. -.- THANKS HUH! (Hahaha, kidding!)
Finally, a proper group shot! Check out th ActsII hand signs! :D
Okaye, this is supposed t be all th girls. But I ruined it. -.- Cause I thght he wldnt rly take th shot! Damn. Sorry! ): Just cover my face laahs, & everything wld be just perfect. ;D
This shot is damn coolio + funny, haha! Jerry was standing on th stacked up chairs, & we were all like, fighting t be captured in th photograph. Check out Agnes man! & vry nicely, th cross on th wall behind is also in th middle! Niceee. :D (Oh & yah, I'm blocked -.-)
With my favourite girls! Hahah, check out all th extra ppl behind. Super funny. I shall edit you guys away! X:
Hehehehehhxzsxzsxsz,, this is so much nicer. HAHA!
ACTSII! Family. ♥
& we were trying t taupok Nathanel I think. HAHAHA!
Peace! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I KNW THIS IS HILARIOUS. AHHAHAHAHA. & why th pose? Cause Colin(facil!)'s a cheerleader! (HAHAH HI COLIN, I KNW YOURE READING THIS!) But still, th picture turned out super nice. YAY! :D
& a more proper group pic. :D Me likey!
It has been long since I posted a picture of myself, so here's a bigass one of me. :D & yeah, I'm pouting. Knw why?

CAUSE THR'S SCHL TMRW/LTR. D:

So nt looking forward. ): Plus th stupid new system, schl's ending so late! ): Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.

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Black Label,

2009-03-21T22:25:00.003+08:00

Okaye, so I'm finally getting my ass dwn on th chair t blog! It's gna be quite wordy though, havent been taking much pictures cause I'm using my brother's old phone.

Anws, bck t blogging. Yesterday's plans were changed nt once, nt twice, but FIVE freaking times. Wtfreak huhs? Went t schl @ 9am in th morning for Chem classes, thn had guitar @ 1pm. Ended @ arnd 6pm plus. & was supposed t go Jeremy's house for bbq with Vanessa. Buttttttttttttt, Van said she cldnt go in th end.

So I went home, bathed & changed, & bussed dwn t Jeremy's condo. I'm damn dumb please? I stopped almost FIVE stops before th correct stop? -.- & I walked down 5 bus stops. Pro huhs? Luckily, Kenneth was entertaining me on th fone. Haha!

Whn I finally reached, they were all in th pool. Felt super weird cause I was th only girl plus I only knew Jeremy & Jackie thr. Good thing Jack asked if I wanted t go t SrgnGardens t drink, & I agreed. I think I was only thr for less thn 10 mins? & I left with Jack. Vry vry weird huhs.

Cabbed t Gardens, my treat. Haha. ;D Wnt ovr t th pub (I cnt rmbr th name) with Jack first, while waiting for th othrs t finish playing lan. Coincidentally, his dad was thr, so we had abt 2 rounds of BlackLabel. ;D Hohohos. Thanks bythway. [:

Aftr Aaron, Benjamin, Leon, Lionel & Subash were done, we went ovr t RK House for prata. :D Ate finish, Aaron & Leon left. Thn th rest of us went bck t th pub. Jack's dad left alrdy, so we drank on our own. ;D They played pool too, while Ben & I were catching up. Super long nvr talk t him alrdy luhs. Haha. I didnt like (YOUKNWWHO) before okaye?!?! SUMPA. D:

Had abt 5 glasses, & was feeling kinda light. Thn I left with Ben. He cabbed home while I met up with Kenneth & his friends. Slacked awhile, & they said tht they wanted t go drink too. & super coincidentally, they went bck t th same pub! HAHA. Super cool. ;D

They played cards & drank beer, thn some of them went t play pool. Jack was still playing also. So just sat & watch. [: Rly pro! Clapclaps. ;D Heard tht he was th big winner for th night. Congrats eh bro! :D

Shared a jug of beer with him, yummy. [: Felt evn more light. Haha. Left soon, walked t JinJie's house with him & Kenneth. He took his guitar out & we went some random place t talkcocksingsongplayguitar. Haha! Sry ehs JinJie, I think I kept pinching you? & I slapped you also. HAHA. Who ask you want t disturb me first! x;

Went t Macs @ arnd 6am, they ate while I slept. & wth! They left Macs without calling me. Purposely one. But @ least they were just outside laahs. -.- But still damn ass pls. Went bck t JinJie's house. All these while I cldnt walk in a straight line, wth. -.-

Slept, damn freaking hot! I kept waking up thn falling asleep thn waking up thn falling asleep. -.- Tired sialhxzs. Finally woke up @ arnd 1pm? Walked t th bus stop, & I bussed home. Zombieeeeeeee! X.x Ate bowl noodles, used comp & bathed. Thn prepared t go church for session.

Had pizza aftr session! Thnks for ordering vegetarian pizzas for us! :D Damn sweet of you guys, rly. Th pepperonni(?) was sooo tempting though, right Mavis? HAHA. But we resisted. ;D Stupid guys kept taking my hat! D: & Mr Merh, I MERH YOU AH. HAHAHAA. Okaye, sorry. Inside jokes. :D Waited for Fionella's Dad t come, bfor walking home. [:

I AM DAMN TIRED NOW! & my body's damn sore. Shall turn in earlier tnight. Gta wake up for early 8.30am mass tmrw! ): Anws, I conclude this post by saying thanks t Kenneth & Jinjie! Thanks for taking care of me & letting me sleep @ your house. Haha. But, you guys are also retarded. HAHA. :D & thanks bro for th drinks! Plus everything else laahs. :D

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Blogger isnt letting me upload YES Camp pictures, so I shall do so anthr time. Goodnighhts! [:

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Amazing Love.

2009-03-20T00:15:00.003+08:00

Okaye, I knw I havent blogged abt YES Camp, but I'ld do so aftr I get th pics. So it wldnt be tht booooring. Lazed arnd @ home on Mon & Tues, & been busy @ schl on Wed, Thurs, & ltr (Fri) too.

Yaaawnxzxsz, had original plans t go sheesha tmrw night, thn ton till Sat. But now.. Plans ruined. Like always. Haah. Damn.

May th good Lord watch over you & bless you always. He shall lead you nt into temptations, but guide you t wht is good & right. His great love for you is unconditional, & he will forgive you of your mistakes. Repent with your heart.

(& Please, dear Lord, keep him safe. He has t be alright.)

-

2009-03-17T01:49:00.000+08:00

You wldnt ever knw how much it hurts.

-

心太软,

2009-03-17T00:36:00.007+08:00

你总是心太软心太软

独自一个人流泪到天亮

你无怨无悔的爱着那个人

我知道你根本没那么坚强

你总是心太软心太软

把所有问题都自己扛

相爱总是简单相处太难

不是你的就别再勉强

夜深了你还不想睡

你还在想着他吗

你这样痴情到底累不累

明知他不会回来安慰

只不过想好好爱一个人

可惜他无法给你满分

多余的牺牲他不懂心疼

你应该不会只想做个好人

喔,算了吧

就这样忘了吧该放就放

再想也没有用

傻傻等待他也不会回来

你总该为自己想想未来

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Although it's Chinese, it's freaking meaningful & damnit, nice.

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When I'm Gone,

2009-03-13T18:59:00.003+08:00

YES Camp in abt one hour's time. I'm coming bck home t sleep every night though. Cause my stomache feels like (fillinthblank) & i still feel damn sick. So, yeah. Haha.

Miss me whn I'm gone. (Just kidding.)

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Constantly Thinking Of You,

2009-03-13T00:22:00.005+08:00

All these has just been a really really long rollercoaster ride. & just whn I thght it was abt t be th end, i was taken for a deep plunge right down to the bottom again. Now I'm left with confused feelings, & an unsure state of mind.

Looking back t th starting point, I wndr how everything wld be nw if I hadnt chosen tht path. If I didnt choose t play this game. If I didnt choose, t love.

But I definitely didnt regret. Th good times, will always be in my heart, & always be a part of me. They say, good things dnt last forever. & they rly didnt. 3 months ltr, I found myself torn apart, shattered, & totally broken. Was this th initial ending t this story, our story?

Or, cld things have turned out differently? Maybe, with a little more give & take, a little more understanding, & just a little bit more love, we'ld all be happy now. Nt tht you arent, but yeah.

"Baby, I really do love you." Looking @ every text msg I still have left of you, & every chat history I have saved in my computer, each word can still make my heart ache. I guess all tht's left of you nw is just these words? & each teardrop shed tday still falls as painfully as it did 19 days ago. "Cause I hate missing you,"

These 19 days, have had t be some of th worst days I've ever had. Being so fragile, I was capable of breaking dwn anytime, anywhr. But thnks t friends, I have been able t keep myself gng each day. However, wht I havent been able t keep gng was my interest in my studies.

I knw, I shldnt let my studies be affected. I knw, it's far too impt t be neglected. (Hey, tht rhymed. Heh.) But I just cant help it. I havent sat dwn & studied properly these past 19 days. I just didnt have th motivation t. Everything I did, everything i saw, everything I heard, reminded me of you- Of us.

How I wish, tht time cld go back. I'ld definitely write us a different ending. It was supposed t be a happy ending. But thn agn, a happy ending is still an ending, isnt it? Haha.

-

This is abt as much as my tired brain can produce. My fever has subsided, aftr hitting a new high of 38.5 degrees on Tuesday. But my tonsils are feeling more painful. I think thr's like, ulcers on it? Just imagine tht & how painful it is. & t make things worst, I have anthr 4 ulcers in my mouth, including one on th side of my tongue, & anthr @ th bottom of my mouth, whr my tongue stud usually rests on. Ouch?

& nw my stomach feels like crap too. Great, just great. I'm nt sure if I wld still be gng for YES Camp tmrw night. (Or rather, later tonight) We'ld see how it goes I guess.

I miss you terribly,

-

How Come,

2009-03-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

Woke up this morning, took my temp- 37.5 degs. Cld have went t schl,, but I didnt want t. So told Mum I wasnt feeling well & went bck t sleep. Woke up @ 9plus? Went t see th doctor.

My Mum abandoned me @ th clinic. -.- Cause she had t go for some massage. & I was left thr with just 50 bucks & my fone. Thanks alot Mum. Th doctor said I had tonsillitis? Whr my tonsils got infected by some bacteria, causing sore throat & high fever. /: Took 1 day's MC. Wish I cld have longer. x;

Actually,, I thght I was okay alrd? But whn th doctor took my temp, it was freaking 38.1 degs again. x.x Wth. Total consultation fees; $55. Freaking expensive pls. Paid all tht I had, & short thm $5. Walked home myself.. D:

Watched tv & ate my medicine, thn slept. Till 7plus 8. X.x Totally didnt feel tht long. I think my fever's still arnd thgh. Freakxzs. Ate tastless instant noodles, Charles says its tasteless cause I lost my sense of taste. ._. Rly mehs? Stomache bloated with water nw, cause of all those medicines.

Dread schl tmrw. Got guitar aftr schl summore. x.x Oh well. Get well soon too, Matthew!

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Screwed,

2009-03-08T22:57:00.003+08:00

Wht th freakxzxz,, suddenly my ears start t feel damn hot,, my forehead & neck feels like it's burninggg. Took my temp & guess wht? 38.2 degrees. Wtfreak! I didnt evn do anything tht can cause me t fall sick? -.- Retard, like totally.

~~I miss you,~~

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Messed Up,

2009-03-05T23:37:00.005+08:00

Why does everything have t be so complicated? I cant seem t differentiate th truths frm th lies anymore. Who's th good guy & who's th bad? Who's th trustworthy one & who's th one who is just great @ telling lies? Was everything just a facade? I hate playing these mind & heart games. It's making me spin round & round. /:

Wht happened t simple love? Why cant one just get tht simple love? Which is enough t fulfill one's heart's desires. Th signals I'm getting is just on & off, good & bad. So how am i supposed t feel? Just cause I had worn my heart on my sleeve dnt mean you can tug on my heartstrings like tht.

Dnt disappear & leave me hanging, pls? I just need you here by my side. Damn, I miss you.

I wndr sometimes if I got myself into my own mess. Did I brk my own heart? Agn & agn, I allowed myself t be broken. I saw th hole tht was infront of me, but yet I jumped right into it. Cause all I want is just for you t pick me up agn. Save me frm this misery.

I cant evn find myself sometimes. Always putting on a false front, pretending t be strong. So wht if i cry? I'm human too. I have a heart & I have feelings. Wnt you wipe my tears away? I'm still, & always have been, holding on. I tried t let go, but it just seems impossible. Youre indispensible in my life. I'ld stil be waiting & holding on ever so tightly.

Dnt let me wait in vain.

-

&,

2009-02-28T23:22:00.003+08:00

I'm torn, broken, tattered, shattered.

Thnks for everything. Maybe I deserved all these? Haha. Best wishes t you.

-

White Horse.

2009-02-27T14:50:00.002+08:00

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Baby I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

LohWeize.

2009-02-24T22:29:00.003+08:00

Here, your name isnt last anymore. It's th first one in this post. Hahaha.

This ass over here, showed me a youtube video as shown below,

Which resulted in me gng "WLAUS SO CUTE I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!!" Hysterical. -.- & th next moment, he showed me his webcam & tadah. It's in his hands. HELLOWTFBBQPORK?! Ass. Damn ass really. Tsk!

Anyhowww, thnks agn, Brenna, Vanessa, Weize. For th chocolates, maltesers & domokun. (Thgh i diddnt accept. x;)

Srsly Weize just keep it for yourself laahs alamakxzsxz.

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Without Love.

2009-02-23T23:27:00.003+08:00

She says she’s fine,
but she’s going insane.
She says she feels good,
but she’s in a lot of pain.
She says its nothing,
but its really a lot.
She says she’s okay,
but really she’s not.

Thnks Matthew, Haohe, Xinhao, Brenna, Vanessa, Weize.
& whoever else.

(':

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Dont Love You No More.

2009-02-23T00:27:00.002+08:00

(不用陪我走到最后,

我承担不起你的承诺)

Hi,

2009-02-22T19:03:00.001+08:00

I h8 you.

-

Escape.

2009-02-22T17:03:00.001+08:00

'Cause she's weak, so she chose t run away.

(It hurts her more thn it hurts you.)

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Deafening Silence,

2009-02-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

it's killing me.

Tday went as planned.

& blah.

blah.

blah.

I give up. I give up on everything.

-

Just So You Knw..

2009-02-21T01:04:00.001+08:00

I cried cause I imagined life without you.

-

Have You Ever Felt..

2009-02-21T00:28:00.003+08:00

like th ppl arnd you are starting t disappear?

Slowly but surely, like th end of a music track. First th main vocals- family, being th most impt part of out life, fade into th background music, thn th music- friends, closed ones, stops all tgthr.

Do all good things come t an end? Recently, it seems like I've lost afew of my closest & dearest ones. I guess you knw who you are. We used t think tht we'ld be thr for each othr forever, didnt we? We were inseperable, despite th great distance. 'Far in distance, but always close @ heart.'

I cant seem t find anyone t lean on anymore. Guess tht's why I gta be independent. Have t stop relying on othrs. But still, everyone wants someone t be thr for them, isnt it?

一个人的路不好走？I shall walk on. (:

Im nt th kinda girl, tht can treasure wht I have. I always regret only aftr I lose sthing. I dntknw, I just dntknw hw t hold on t things. I let everything slip away.

No, this post isnt t make ppl sympathise with me. I dnt need ppl t come tell me tht theyld be thr for me. (:

40 mins of tears, I feel btr nw. :'D

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Should I..

2009-02-20T23:09:00.003+08:00

a) close dwn my blog,
b) be on hiatus till Os are ovr, or
c) leave it here t rot?

In case you all are wndring,, I havent been blogging much cause my internet was dwn for quite awhile. & plus I was busy studying for my CA1. Well th hardwork paid off for some subjects, but nt for all. Guess I gta work harder for my Chemistry! Rly rly feel like just dropping it but for th sake of my future, I guess Im gna hold on & just work hard.

Life's been up & mostly dwn, but Edna's still alive & kicking,, so HAH t losers who wants me dead. (: Things with Jrmy are soso too,, 10 more days t our 4th monthsary. Wow? Haha. Hope things get btr for th moment. Cause Ive been neglecting him t concentrate on my studies,, or im just too busy with guitar & stuffs. Sry baby.

So anws,, Sports Day was tday. Super super hot day! 4e1 was super super outstanding,, we were th only ones wearing (last yr's) class tee! Coolio. (: Ran arnd with Jolene finding ppl t interview. -.- Thanks Xavier, Jieyi, Janer & Jodi! Rly thanks alot. (:

Walked t Hougang Mall aftr th whole thing was ovr,, ate @ kopitiam with Xinyi while th rest had Macs. Met up with them ltr, & Janer, Sabrina, Jolene, Emily, Joel, Kefei & I bussed t AMK hub. Had intentions of watching movie @ first,, but my fone ran out of batt & I guessed tht I btr rush home least my Mum gets mad. So I went home shortly aftr reaching AMK. Haha.. -.-

Im starting t like long bus rides alone. (: Gives me time t think. Haha. Reached home & I fell asleep on th sofa. Super tired luhs. Woke up @ dinner time, ate, etcetcs.

Thr's no tuition tmrw cause tchr cant make it. Good or bad thing? But I brought my Chemistry textbk home frm schl, & I plan t study. (: Shall go t Compass's Starbucks alone t study tmrw. Feel like just switching off my fone & gng MIA! Wicked. >:D Although it feels kinda scary t be out alone without any means of contact, but I like th time alone. Hohoho.

Alrights, shall go catch up on my The City now! Whitney is sooo drop-dead-gorgeous. Hehh. Nighhts ppl!

PS,
I think Im falling sick agn. -.- (coughs)

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The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows.

2009-02-17T00:11:00.003+08:00

She's full of pain; her deep sorrow is
driving her insane.

She wants to scream,
she wants to yell.
But she must never,
admit how hard she fell.

So as the sun begins to rise,
she wipes her eyes,
pastes on a smile that looks
genuine & once again,
pretends that everything is fine.

---xX--------------------------

Another poem, another line,
another girl pretending she's fine.
Another hour, another day, she
wishes she could get away.
Another heartbreak, another tear,
another excuse she doesn't wanna hear.
Another paper, another pen,
she writes she wants to be strong again.
Another story, another lie,
another night that she will cry.
Another band, another song,
another day's passed, slowly gone.
Another scream, another doubt,
"Kick me while I'm down'', to him she'd shout.
Another forced smile, another broken heart,
Just another girl wishing life would restart.

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Psycho Girl.

2009-01-11T00:12:00.002+08:00

9th, Yesterday.
Schooool was over quite quickly, cause th whole schl had English & Maths diagnostic tests. Failing Maths I think. /: So anws, aftr schl, met Babi. Lunched @ Point's Kfc, thn bussed t his place.

It was a last minute decision t study tgthr, haha. Studied quite abit, most of th time was spent asking him t study luhs! Tsk. Mugged till I dntknw wht time, thn we took 70 t Serangoon. Went t find Benjamin, Subash, Lionel & friend @ th basketball court, & I watched them play. o:

Sthing happened outside Macs thr. Zzzzzzs, fuck youuuuuuu. D: Spoilt Babi & my mood for th day. Yaaaaawnxzxzsxzzs. Anws, aftr tht. Went Macs watch Ben eat. Thn I left soon aftr. Walked all th way home frm Serangoon. ._.

Thn @ night was damn stupid, -.- Babi & I were talking on th fone, & we were both damnnnn tired cause we were lying on our beds & falling asleep. -.- I talked alooooot of nonsense. As if I was drunk. -.- Here's some funny parts of our conversation.

J: "If you had a choice, wld you rather be a boy or girl?"
E: "I dntknw.. I rather be a penguin."

J: (Asks same question again)
E: "I wna be a star. & light up th sky. Th star vry cute."

J: (Asks same question for th third time)
E: "I wna be th moon."

LMAOS. Okay, maybe it doesnt sound tht funny here, but it was rly hilarious. & he was talking crazye too. All no link one. -.-

10th, Tday
Woke up @ arnd 8.30am, Mum forgot tht I got tuition. o: Rushed t tuition, was 10 minutes late. Felt super shaggggg tday. D: So spent quite alot of time chatting with Daniel instead. X: Hahaha.

Mum was @ town, so I had t walk home myself. Carrying, Physics & Chemistry textbooks & 10 yrs series. D: Superrrrr heavy. Sian, -.-

Cooked noodles & ate, thn bussed t Babi's house. Studied agn, @ th lounge. We suddenly had a cold war, for no fucking reason whtsoever. -.- Okay, we're a stupid couple, I knw. Hahaha. So both of us cldnt rly study, & ended up writing notes t each othr instead. LOL. & we were just sitting infront of each othr. -.- Wth? Hahahah. x:

'Studied' for quite long? Thn went t some bench t sit. Stop playing stupid games luhs idiot! & my hand pain laahsxzxz. D: Dnt friend you alrd. Hahaha. Smoker sucksxzxszxzxz. Tday wasnt a good day t take pictures. x: Saddd.

Finally left aftr Idntknw how long, bussed back home. & Mum kaobei-ed. Damn. Went for dinner with family, & back home aftr tht. On th fone with Babi nw, he's falling asleep alrdy. Hahah.

Oooh, gng for Acts 2's session tmrw with churchies! Eggggggcited. :D

He's my psycho boy, my psycho boyfriend. ♥

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Never Be Replaced.

2009-01-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

I knw I havent been updating. Sorry, hahaha.

Well, tmrw marks one week of schl. It has been quite alright? Kinda boooring but yeah. Really have t start getting serious about my studies alrdy. /: Sighhhhhhxzsxzs.

2nd, Friday
So on th first day of schl aftr we were dismissed, Vanessa & I went t The Cathay t buy schl bags! :D @ first it was only supposed t be she acc me, but ended up, th bags were toooo nice t resist I guess! Hahaha. Both of us bought a bag. :D Hers is stripeeees while mine is splaaats! :D Loooooving it. Hohohs.

MRT-ed bck t Kovan aftr tht, met Kenneth & his friend. Slacked @ KFC, & homed with Kenneth.

4th, Sunday
Went for mass with churchies. Woah, thr was alot of us! We filled up one whole row. :D Cooooolio. Aftr mass, went for YouthFestival. Checked out th different YouthMinistries. Signed up for Zion'sJoy & Acts2. o:

Family headed t Chinatown for brunch. Guess wht? Roanna was thr too! How coincidental. HAHA. Met her & her parents for a short while, bfor gng home.

5th, Monday
Sthing happened t Babi in schl. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. Okay, I shall be nice & nt say it here. :D

Aftr schl, met Babi, Benjamin & Leonard. They went t puff, & Ben went home. 3 of us went t Point for lunch. Thn home home home.

6th, Tuesday
Had guitar lesson aftr schl.

7th, Wednesday
Had stupid extra lessons aftr schl. D: Booooring. & evn had guitar aftr tht. Siaaaanxzszxz. Met Babi aftr guitar, stupid idiot made us walk frm schl all th way t Point, all th way t th bus stop. Whn we cld have just went t th bus stop outside schl. -.- Grrrrs. D: Bussed t Serangoon Stadium thr, met Lionel & Subash. Ate BotakJones. :D Super duper full. /:

Went t a void deck t slack next, Leon came too. I left @ arnd 9pm, walked home myself.

8th, Tday
Left class early! YAY. :D Changed into guitar tee & went dwn t th GuitarRoom. Rushed like hell t set up th set in th hall. -.- Gosh. Oh & I stayed up till 1am th day bfor t do th guitar brochures! O: Was pretty high aftr everything. Hhahaha.

Ate lunchner with WanEr, Joanne & Joel @ Point's Macs. Superrrr full. Skipped dinner whn I came home. x;

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Oh &guess wht? Tht day, Babi & I were talking on th fone, coincidentally aftr we both had showered. Thn, we were talking abt random stuffs & suddenly, we started saying our nice our body soap smelt? -.- & guess wht?! We found out tht we actually use th SAMEEEEEEE body soap! HAHAHA. I tell you, he's stalking me loh. Copy wht I use. Tsktsk! HAHAHA. Summore is nt th common common kind of brand leys. This is my first time using & evn seeing this brand. -.- HAHAHA. Oh goshhhhhxzsxz. O:

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OKEH. SRY FOR TH WORDY POST. No pictures luh. D: Will try t take some? -.-

Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Babi's waiting agn. Hahaha.

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Two Zero Zero Nine.

2009-01-01T18:43:00.002+08:00

30th, Tuesday
Woke up earlyyyy in th morning, ate breakfast @ home, & left t th hair saloon with Mum. Aunty Gina helped me remove all my extensions. Heartpain! ): Zzs. So anws, aftr tht trimmed my hair. I think she cut it shorter thn it's supposed t be luhs. /: Cause th length's like th same as whn I did my extensions. o:

Well aftr tht, went home & changed, thn met Jaslyn, Mavis, Ashleigh, Brandon & Kenneth @ Kovan. Trained t DhobyGhaut, ate Subway (eat fresh!). :D Thn walked ovr t The Cathay, & bought movie tix for Bedtime Stories @ 5.05pm.

Walked arnd The Cathay, before gng over t Paradiz Centre t play pool. Well actually only Kenneth played. x; Since his friends came t find him. Haha. Th rest of us went t th arcade? Played beatmania & bishibashi. :D

& we went back t The Cathay aftr tht, for our movie. It's a rly funny movie! (: Well aftr th movie, went homeee. o:

31st-1st, Wednesday-Thursday
Woke up @ 2pm plus? Changed, etcs. Met Babi @ th 136 bus stop outside my house. Called Jody, decided t go his house & meet him too. So we walked t Jody's house. Thn, my feet was bleeding cause of my shoes, so I walked home t put plaster & change shoes. -.- & I walked back t Jody's aftr tht. AND THN, we walked out t Serangoon Stadium & took a bus dwn t Serangoon Central. -.- -.- -.- It was fucking hot pls! Stupid. Zz.

Went t Macs & slacked, ateee. Thn everyone started coming t meet us. Archer, Nicholas, Daryl, Matthew & Benjamin. Talked abt our destination, well they were totally planless. -.- Walked t some busstop, Ben went home t bathe & change. ._. While th rest of us bussed t FarEastPlaza.

Walked all th way t Cineleisure, met AhHuang, Aaron, Leonard, Leon & I-forgot-his-name. Ben came bck t find us too. Some ate KFC, thn we took th train t VivoCity. :D Met Subash & Lionel thr. & off we went t th rooftop. (:

Found a spot, sat dwn. & slackedddddddddddddddd. Kinda sian. -o- Othr ppl came t find us too. Aftr awhile, went t th Kopitiam t eat. & back up agn. -.- Before we knew it, was countdown alrdy. ._. & woooooots, Happy TwoZeroZeroNine! :D Fireworks sucked! D: Booooooohs.

& we slacked outside Harbourfront Centre aftr it was over. Was funny watching ppl spray banglahs. ._. Trained t ClarkeQuay next, & walked t BoatQuay. Wanted t enter homeclub, but ends up didnt. Slacked @ some random staircase for awhile, bfor walking over t th big field near th SupremeCourt t slack agn, bfor walking t th Esplanade thr t slack agn, bfor gng t th SingaporeRiver(isit?) thr t slack agn. -.-

Took group shots for them, I'm nt in th pictures! Sadz. Hahaha kidding.

Thn sthing happened, they knw I knw can ardy. (: Slacked by th roadside, wth. -.- Thn whn th sun came out, parted. Aaron, AhHuang, Subash, Leonard, Babi & I cabbed t Hougang Point. Huang left, while th rest of us went t have breakfast. Thn slacked somemore. -.- Super shag alrdy.

Cabbed home with Babi, dropped @ th bus stop & he cabbed home. Thanks Babi. (: Came home, bathed etcs, fell asleep @ 9am. Woke up @ 2pm. -.- Only 5 hours of sleep, wth. & blahblahblahblahblah.

Thr's schl tmrw. Fuckacinnooooooo. This is hella boring. So nt looking forward. -.- Srsly WHY CANT THEY JUST LET SCHL REOPEN NEXT MONDAY?!?!?! GOD. It's nt like they'ld be having lessons tmrw rights?! Plus, being a Friday, th timetable is th shortest of th week. -.- Dumb.

Okay, Babi's waiting for me t blog so we can go sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. Soooo, byeeeeee! (:

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Jeremy Lim.

2008-12-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hihihihihihihihihi you suck. (:

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Christmas.

2008-12-26T23:01:00.005+08:00

I'm super lazy t post! /:

Okay, Malacca was kinda boring. Can I nt go into details? o: Or I might blog abt it anthr day. I dnt think tht day'ld come. -.- Anws, here're th pictures i took using my fone. Thr're more in my camera, but I'm lazy t upload them. Heh. (:

First Day.
- Jam @ Tuas was massive manxzs! Super borrrrrrrring.
- Roanna & my room's scenery was like, th city. -.-
- While our parents had an awesome view of th sea! How unfair.

Second Day.
- Starbucks was goooooood. (:
- Tried th fish spa thing for th first time! SUPER ITCHY OMG. HAHAHA.

Sunset! Niceeeeeeee.

Along th streets of Malacca.

Some river cruise thingy dwn th Melcca River or sthing? Super boring omg. & th river's loaded with monitor lizards. Super disturbing.

We ate th best chicken rice ballZ. Haha!

Celebrated Dad's birthday too. Twice.

Okaye, tht's abt it.

24th-25th, Wednesday-Thursday
Woke up lateeeee! x: Sorry cousin! Rushed t meet Roanna & Fay @ VivoCity. Walked arnd finding Christmas presents for churchies. TSK TSK. I was too nice. ):

So anws, bought, & went t Shilin t eat. Lalala, & trained home. Saw ChoongWei & Danial(tuition tcher)! o: Haha, shockinggg.

Came home, ate dinner & changed. Went for 9pm mass with family. Thn met Ashleigh & co., slacked @ th canteen while waiting for th othrs t arrive. Went for 12midnight mass. Yeah, I went for double masses. How holy uhs! ;D

Ashleigh helped me call Mum t ask her t let me go t Brandon's house aftr tht. o: She allowed sialhxzxzxsz, wth. Hahaha. So I went home t grab their presents first, before heading over t G's house. We all saw something damn freaky on th way. & we screamed & ran. Haha!

Over @ G's, played Guitar Heroes, th band version. It's difficult! But kinda fun though. Had a sorta quarrel with Baby? /: Tht totally ruined both our Christmases? Starhub sucks. I had like, 14 texts stuck in my outbox. Arghs. Anws, it's over alrd.

Some ppl left, & only Mavis, Jaslyn, Michael, Matthew, Ashleigh, Lennard, Brandon & I were left. Well actually Matthew left @ like 5am? Super shagggggg. Th rest of us left @ 6am plus. Walked home with Jaslyn, Brandon & Michael. Jaslyn crashed @ my house! We chit chatted till 8.30am bfor falling asleep. o:

Woke up @ 12. Bathed real quickly & relatives started flocking into my house. Sabrina & Charmaine came next, followed by Ashleigh, Mavis, John & Kenneth, & finally Brandon. It was kinda fun? We slacked in my room with Roanna, & played The Game Of Life, Jenga & Twister. Jenga was totally th most fun game. :D

Sabrina & Charmaine were th first t leave. Th rest of us slacked @ my dining table, eating, drinking & talking. & they finally left @ idntknw wht time. Before they left, we took a group shot with th Porsche. Haha! I dnt think I look nice in th pic though.

I think my fone's camera kinda sucks. Sigh. /:

Aftr (almost) everyone left, Cousin's Dad drove their family & I t HeartlandMall for dinner. Had TomYum @ ThaiExpress, & back home aftr tht. Cousin stayed over. (:

26th, Tday
& she left @ like, 11am plus this morning. I woke up @ 1 plus 2? Slacked @ home, super bored. I wna go remove my extensions & cut my hair tmrw! I hope I can get tht done. Schl's starting sooo soon. ): Super nt eggcited @ all.

Okaye, this post's getting kinda wordy. So I'm ending it here. Nights ppl, & I didnt get th chance t say, Merry Christmas t one & all! (:

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I'ld be back,

2008-12-23T00:29:00.001+08:00

LATER!

:D x1000000

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Malacca.

2008-12-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

HIHIHIHIIHIHI WORLD!

I IS IN MALACCA NOW. HEEEZ.

THR ARE ACTUALLY SHOPPING CENTRES HERE! O: (Sry luhs, I knw it sounds sua-ku, but I thght Malacca was all sight seeing & eating. -.-)

Stupid sialhxzsxzs, I brought my laptop here but I cant use it t go online. -.- Cause my parents claim tht it's tooooo expensive t use th internet in th hotel room. So I'm currently in th hotel's Business Centre, using th computer. It's cheaper thn lan shops in Singapore! Hahaha.

Okay anws, Roanna just said "Yoyo wassup?!?!??!" :D We're trying t do as much things as we can online in one hour, haha!

Kkkkkkk, shall blog whn I'm back thn? (: TAG ME LEYS! My tagboard's dying. Sadz. ):

& JeremyLim. I fucking miss you.

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Ultraviolet.

2008-12-20T01:00:00.004+08:00

Can't really remember wht I did.. -.-

17th, Wednesday
Baby came back! He & his Dad got food poisoning & came back early. o: Yay me. ;D

18th, Thursday
Had breakfast with Mum&Dad bfor gng for tuition. 3 hours of Physics was btr thn 3 hours of Chemistry. (: Haha. Was supposed t lunch with Baby aftr tht, but Mum asked me t acc her out. /: Sorry love!

So I changed, etcs. & Godma came t pick us up. Drove t SingaporePost, bought Mum's stuff, thn went t CityPlaza. Shopped, Godma bought a bracelet for me for Christmas. Thanks! :D Lalala, & home. -.-

19th, tday
Woke up @ arnd 12.30pm? Changed & ate, met Baby @ th bus stop @ 3 sthing pm. Super long uhs? -.-

Took 136 t Kovan, thn trained t Somerset. Yeahs, we went t Cineleisure agn. Haha. Bought tix for Twilight(!) (: But th seats were like, 3 rows frm th front. -o- Neck pain sialhxzs. I thght th movie was good, except th ending, like most ppl think. It's rly kinda unfinished & like a cliffhanger? ._. Hmsxz.

Ate dinner @ LongJohn's aftr th movie, Jackie came dwn frm th Lanshop t find us. Went t watch th live band playing outside,& they had a puff. Jackie left aftr tht, & we trained back t Kovan.

Took 136 agn, slacked @ some random void deck behind Botak Jones. Took pictures, left @ arnd 9.50pm? & homeee.

'm leaving for Malacca tmrw/ltr, till 23rd. Pls dnt text/call me, cause it'ld be expensive. o: Not really looking forward t it, yawnzxszxz. /:

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Confirmation.

2008-12-14T23:01:00.010+08:00

12th, Friday
Was awoken up by my doorbell. Guess who it was? -.- Mavis, Ashleigh & Matthew. Wthellllll! Original plan was for Matthew & I t meet first, bfor gng t Ash's crib t slack, & thn meet up with Mavis, have dinner, & go t church. Ends up, Matt & Ash raided Mavis's house, thn brought her over & raided mine. -.- Thanks ah! Hahaha.

So I changed & stuffs, ate, & we walked t Kovan. 'Ate' @ Macs, Melvin came. They went t kill themselves slowly & blacken their lungs (smoke), & I-am-so-sorry-I-forgot-his-name came. Chit chat-ed, thn th 4 of us bussed t KovanCentre. Met Stuart @ th bus stop, & played CS @ Venuss! \m/ Fun fun fun. But stupid Matthew was feeling sick & all. Stupid idiotttxzxzs. Dnt smoke so much next time luhs!

We left bfor an hour was up. Went t shop&save, bought Panadol for Matthew. & sat on th floor @ th entrance. -.- Slacked & slacked. Saw loads of other churchies. Thn went back t church tgthr, for th Godparent's night thingy.

Aftr it ended, went t shop&save with Mum & bought Ferrero Rochers. (: As gifts t friends during Confirmation! :D & home aftr tht.

Did these till like 4am plus! o:

13th, Saturday
Confirmationnn! :D Woke up @ like, 10am plus? Not vry sure. Roanna & Aunty Nancy were alrdy here. o: Changedddd, & went t AMK for brunch. Walked arnd aftr tht as it was still early. Thn homeeee.

Cousin helped me with my hair while I did my own make up. Rushed! Reached church @ arnd 1.30pm. Had spiritual preparation? & went dwn t th main church hall. Saw Brenna! Thanks for th roses dear! (:

Mass started, & we all got confirmed! :D Aftr mass hanged arnd th quadrangle with Jaslyn. Cause Fionella went out with her friends & Mavis went home t sleep! -.- Took picturesssssxzs, thn bussed t Colin's house! Slacked, ate.

I left for dinner with family + cousin's family, but I went back aftr tht! Fun fun fun. Sang songs, played cards, chatted, slacked! Mavis's Dad fetched me home @ arnd 11.45pm. Thanks! (:

Peekchures for th day;

John Louie. :D
Kenneth my dog. Haha! :D
Ella ella ella eh eh eh! :D
COLIN DE SOUZA! Stupid idiot I'm nt Egyptian! -.-
Andre(a). :D
Ben Tan, Colin & Lennard. LOL.
Jaslyn! :D Gabrielle & Gabriela.
Benjamin/Ashley.
Michael, & Lennard @ th bck. Haha!
Lennard, o: Ben Tan, /:? Edna, (:
Cousin! :D
& again. (:
Group piccccca!
LOL.
My girls! Nana, Mavis, Jaslyn. :D
Anthr group picture.
With th sisters, Jocelyn & Jaslyn! :D
Godma! :D
With th Archbishop. o:
Eyeshadow all faded alrdy. o:

14th, Tday
Didnt go for mass, sorry Mavis! Went t LauPaSat for brunch with family, thn t Penninsula & Funan. Bought stuffs! (: 2 shorts, shades, belt, & schl shoes! \m/ Thanks Dad I love you. Hahaha. & homeeee.

Greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen! ♥

I miss my boyfriend alot! ): He's been using his Dad's fone t call me though, awws. (: BUT I just found out tht I gta pay like $1.50 per minute. Which, if Roanna calculated correctly, sums up t a hefty sum of $93! Wtfffffffffffsxzxzxz. Zomg I is so dead. D:

Oooookie dokie hokey pokey. (: Finally done with this post. It's like 2.33am now, & I've got tuition tmrw. o: Shagggg! Oh wells, I btr go crash now. Nighhts/ morning ppl. (:

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Your Girl.

2008-12-11T23:58:00.004+08:00

'sup people. Been lazy t blog, sorry.

5th-8th, Friday-Monday
Had Confirmation Camp in church! (: It was th bomb manxzs. Haha. I've only got afew things t say?

x. Food was cooooool & good! Spaghetti, burger, potato&sausages. Wht kinda camp is this uhs? Hahaha.
x. My group consisted of, Fionella, Mavis, Darrell, Lennard, Michael & myself. Facils were Joyce & Colin. (:
x. I slained during prayover! o: First time for me.
x. Loved Praise & Worship sessions. (:
x. Parents session made me cry like abcdefg.
x. Had my First Confession. x;

I'm super lazye t elaborate, sorry! & I think you all wld be bored if I got into details too anws, so yeah.

I'm eggcited for Confirmation! It's on Saturday, 3pm. Anybody wna come? Hahaha. All are welcomed. o:

So anws, aftr breaking camp @ arnd 5plus6pm, Mum walked me home cause it was raining. Changed, & went t Marina Barrage for dinner with family, Roanna&family, & AuntySusanna+her son Wesley. It was freezing cold outside! But th view was superb. (:

9th, Tuesday
Supposed t have tuition in th morning, but was toooooo tired. o: So, cancelled. x; Woke up @ like, 1plus? Met Babyboy @ Kovan, & trained t Somerset. Bought tix for Bolt, & went t BurgerKing t eat. Slacked awhile & delayed time, thn went up t th theatre.

Th show was, okaye? I guess I was still tired cause I was falling asleep on his shoulder. -.- He loved it though, right baby? Hahaha. Trained t DhobyGhaut tghtr aftr tht, but seperated as he went t Serangoon/home & I went t Harbourfront. Hope you liked th One Monthsary gift! (:

@ Vivo, met th E one-ers & Mdm Tan @ some steamboat buffet restaurant for dinner. (: Saw Dick frm Rosyth working thr. Weird! Hahaha. He gave me a cup with no water whn I asked him for a cup of water. -.- Dinner wasn't tht good, Pamela & I were saying how SeoulGarden was much btr. Hahaha. We shall go again next year uhs! (;

Went arnd taking pictures aftr tht, & yet anthr farewell t Mdm Tan. ): We will miss you dearly! ): Rushed t Candy Empire t buy some sweets bfor it closed, & thn trained home.

10th, Wednesday
Followed my Mum t town, met AuntySusanna & we shopped arnd NgeeAnnCity. Ate brunch @ CrystalJade, & had tea @ RoyalCoppenhagen. o: Sent her back t Roanna's home aftr tht, thn met for dinner again @ some restaurant @ Harbourfront Centre.

11th, Tday
Had tuition in th morning, I smartly left my Physics textbk @ home, so I had 3 hours of Chemistry! D: Super shagggggggg. );

Fetched AuntySusanna & Roanna aftr tht, & ate prawn noodles outside my house. Yummyyyy. (; Rested awhile @ home, thn fetched AuntySusanna off t th airport. Bon voyage! (:

Mum dropped us off @ Potong Pasir thr aftr, & we trained dwn t Dhoby. I finally bought a new pair of flipflops, & a cap! :D Super happy. (: Watched Four Christmases, pretty good show! Though Cousin & I kept wondering if it was PG or not, cause it was kinda vulgar. o:

Trained home aftr tht, slacked & slacked. Had dinner & her parents picked her up. (:

My dearest asshole's leaving for Switzerland tmrw/later. Grrs. ): Always like tht luhs! Leave me in Singapore. Tskkkkxszxsz. D;

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So Near, Yet So Far.

2008-12-03T23:43:00.015+08:00

It's been awhile since I last blogged! Tht's cause I'm grounded, which means stay @ home everyday & rot. -.- So thr's nthing much t blog abt.

30th November, Sunday.
Went t Plaza Sing & Vivo City alone aftr brunch with family, t get some stuffs. Thn went dwn t Potong Pasir, suprised Baby by turning up for FHM's jamming session. Heh. :D

1st-2nd December, Monday-Tuesday.
Met guitarists @ Dhoby, I was late. x; Sorry! Went t find th bus stop t take 16 t Kallang Leisure Park, we almost boarded th bus on th wrong side of th road! Hahaha.

Th ride was quite fast, reached & we immediately went for ice skating. :D I guess everyone had fun? Cause I did. (: & I didn't fall! Yay.

Aftr 2 hours, time was up & we left. Some went t KBox, some went t th arcade, & most went bowling. :D KW(square) joined us, (: Played 2 rounds, was fun though I sucked. Hahah.

Met up with th rest agn, & made our way back t schl. Programme was super overrun-ed, & we reached schl @ 8plus 9pm? Sry t those who waited so long for us! /:

Finally ate a meal, but I didn't get t eat till I was full. ): WanEr & I were running arnd settling things. Haha.

So aftr everyone ate, we went t th courtyard, for caroling! (: Sang quite a number of Christmas songs. Had gift exchange too. I contributed cookies! ;D

Thn Mr Ong brought out Mdm Tan's cake, which had Strawberry Shortcake on it. :D Knwing tht's her favourite character, we specially chose tht for her, hahaha. I guess she really liked it, cause she looked super happy & excited abt th cake, hahaha! (:

Cutted cake, took group pictures (th last ones we'ld ever take with Mdm Tan? ):), watched song performances by WangDa, Ben & Joel. & some ppl left, cause they cldnt stay over.

Thn, everyone went t bathe, & back t th guitar room, for more caroling! (: This time was more fun, cause we switched off all th lights & lighted candles. :D Beautiful sight. Took loads of pictures, some are in Rachael's camera! (Rachael if you see this please send th pics t me, thanks! (:)

Everyone went crazye aftr tht, cause KokWee started putting out everyone's candles! Thn they wld light it up agn, & th cycle repeated & repeated till everyone's fire got blowned out. o: Hahaha.

Aftr tht, everyone did their own stuffs. Thr were loads of stars in th sky tht night! Super lovely view frm th volleyball court. (: Battled Dj max with JongChi in th guitar room, super hilarious, hahaha. (:

Msged Baby too, stupid boy kept falling asleep & waking up thn falling asleep & waking up again, -.- Well finally felt tired @ arnd 5am? So I joined 3 chairs & slept on it. Suprised tht I managed t fall asleep for awhile. Must have been super tired! o:

Well 'woke up' @ arnd 7am plus? Everyone left by 9am. Went t th NPCC room t sleep with Deannz, Wenjie, Joanne, Sabrina & Kefei. Kefei left while I was sleeping, & th rest of us left for Hougang Point @ arnd 12, & ate Macs. Joanne & Wenjie left first, & Meiling joined Deannz, Sabrina & I.

Chit chat, psp, etcs. Till I dntknw wht time, & homed. Didnt get t meet Baby. ); Anws, Happy 1st Monthsary agn. (:

3rd, Tday.
Guitar in th morning, thn had lunch @ Point. Bussed t HougangMall, bought stuffs for Matthew, & trained t PotongPasir t meet him plus his friends. Watched them jam for abt an hour. They're quite funny people, hahaha.

Trained back t Kovan with Matthew & friend aftr tht, & he dropped at Serangoon Gardens while I dropped at Kovan Centre t meet Baby & Gregory. Sat dwn for awhile only, & Mum called. Zzzzzzzzzzzs, kill joy. So bobian, went home. Yawnszxzxzs.

Peace out.

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Regrets.

2008-11-23T00:19:00.012+08:00

19th, Wednesday.
Had guitar in th morning, ended arnd 1pm. Met Jackieee bro outside schl, went t Point makan, & took bus t YioChuKang. Trained t Orchard, went t Kinokuniya. He bought Twilight. o: Sabrina & Charmaine reached & we walked over t Lucky Plaza aka MaidLand. o:

Wanted t play pool, but we were underaged. -.- Fuck. So trained t Somerset. It was raining like no tomorrow & we had t go under th rain t get t Cineleisure. So Charmaine bought an umbrella. -.- & we shared it. Thanks bro for fetching us. Hahah.

Bought tickets for Madagascar 2, slacked in th arcade while waiting. Th movie was okayokay. Not vry funny so kinda waste of money. o: Walked arnd Cine next, we all bought anklets! Niceeey nice nice. (:

& I left for home first.

20th, Thursday.
Nthing much. Bussed dwn t Baby's house t slack with him & Jackie. Jackie cant differentiate left & right. -.- Assholeeee caused me t miss th stop, & I walked back one bus stop. LOL. Super funny.

Home @ 7 plus? Cant remember.

21st, Friday.
BABY LEFT FOR GENTING! SADZ. ):

Met Sabrina @ Bugis, walked arnd Bugis Street & Haji Lane. Took pictures.

Thn trained & bussed t her house. Slacked @ home till idntknw wht time, went out t meet AhPong, Alex, Dominic & WeiKit. Walked t 711, bought coke & sprite. Went playground & drank.

Yes, I knw I look horrible. -.-

This part, I dnt wna say laahs. But yeahs, drink drank drunk.
Regrets.
Disappointment.
Sry Mum & Dad. I will keep my promise t you all.

Tday.
Slept till 4pm plus. Felt super abcdefg. Blah blah blah I miss Jeremy Limmmm. ):

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Without Love.

2008-11-17T23:06:00.003+08:00

Attended th 2nd Annual Guitar Ensemble Seminar 2008 held @ MGS tday. I slept @ 3am & woke up @ 6.30am. -.- Tired like helllllll. Th seminar was okay. Th things taught were useful, but it was super duper dryyyyy. We left early. x: @ arnd 4.30pm plus? Bck t schl & thn t Point for late lunch / early dinner. & home. Boooring. O:

Wenjie's quiz. (:

Name 20 people [in no specific order];
.1 Sabrina
.2 Charmaine
.3 Jeremy
.4 Jackie
.5 Charles
.6 Vanessa
.7 Brenna
.8 WenJie
.9 Jolene
.10 Joanne
.11 Huisi
.12 WanEr
.13 Joel
.14 JongChi
.15 Roanna
.16 Nicholas
.17 Leonard
.18 Jody
.19 Archer
.20 Daryl

(How random, -.-)

,1 How did you meet 14?
JongChi- Guitar, & his primary schl friends are my church friends. o:

,2 Wht wld you do if you nvr met 1?
Sabrina- Who knws & wht does it mtr? Since I alrdy met her. :D

,3 Wht if 9 & 20 dated each othr?
Jolene & Daryl- Hms, who knws? Hahahaha.

,4 Will 6 & 17 date?
Vanessa & Leonard- They're gan-steads. Heh.

,5 Describe 3.
Jeremy- He's my stupid idiot asshole boyfriend who plays th drums & doesn't knw how t cook an egg. :D But I still love him.

,6 Is 8 attractive?
WenJie- Yesssss, very. ;D

,7 Describe 7.
Brenna- Crazyeeee banana who always cant finish her rice during recess time!

,8 Do you knw any of 12's family members?
WanEr- Nope. But I saw her father bfor. Haha.

,9 Wht if 18 confesses t you & say he/she likes you?
Jody- LOL. Once upon a time, has alrdy passed. ;D

,10 Wht language does 15 speak?
Roanna- Pe-lish & Eng-sai. LOL.

,11 Who is 9 gng out w?
Jolene- Nobody.

,12 How old is 16?
Nicholas- 15, but still younger thn me by afew days. :D

,13 Whn did you last speak t 13?
Joel- Afew hours ago. o;

,14 Who is 2's favourite singer?
Charmaine- Hms, got many?

,15 Will you evr date 4?
Jackie- Haha, he's my best brother frm anthr mother. o:

,16 Will you evr date 1?
Sabrina- WE'RE ALRDY HAPPILY MARRIED. (:

,17 Is 19 single?
Archer- I think so?

,18 Wht is 10's last name?
Joanne- She doesnt like her chinese name, so I dnt think I'm gna say it! (:

,19 Schl of 3?
Jeremy- Hougang Suckondary.

,20 Whr does 6 live?
Vanessa- Serangoon, near Rosyth!

,21 Wht is your favourite thing of 5?
Charles- He's my papa! :D

,22 Have you seen 11 naked?
Huisi- Nopeee.

Choose 5 ppl t do this quiz;
x. Sabrina,
x. Charmaine,
x. Jolene (must update your blog abit!),
x. Huisi,
x. WanEr,
Hehhhhhs, no tagging back! (:

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K, I is nt happy nw. Looool, byee.

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If I Fall In Love.

2008-11-16T23:45:00.004+08:00

I'm so tired! O: Soooo, went for 11am mass this morning with Mummy, & t some place @ Changi Road for brunch. Crab. :D Thn went t Gelare for ice creammmmmmm, yummmms. (: Ice cream makes me happy. But fat. But happy. :D

Dad dropped me off @ Aljunied MRT, & I trained dwn t Orchard. 2 stupid China men kept staring @ me. Bloody fuckerzxzxzxzx. _l_ Walked arnd Wisma Atria while waiting for Sabrina t come. Met her & off we went t Far East Plaza! :D

Okay, we were super determined t spend $ tday! Cause we havent been shopping in AGES. & guess wht? We ended up spending ALL our money (Approximately $150!). My gosh! I was left with 55 cents & her, 20 cents? O: Hahaha! But we're still super happy cause we bought wht we wanted t! :D :D

Okayyyy, here's wht I bought. o:
- HAAAAT! x1 (SUPER LOVING IT.)
- Bracelets! x2 (LOVING IT TOO.)
- Dress-tops! x2 (Niceeee.)
- Leggings x1 (T match t above.)
- Hair band! x1 (Sabrina got th same toooo! & we bought same for Charmaine. :D)
- BAAAAAAG! x1 (SUPER SUPER LOVING IT.)

I think tht's all? I still need t buy more stufffs kkkkkk! ): Oh money pls drop frm th sky. D:

Oh yeah, met cousin & Fay for like 10 minutes? Hahaha. Stupid bitch! She made me buy her dress for her, & bring it all th way home. THANKS LAAAAAAAAH. -.- Hahaha, keeeeeeeeeding. She did this so tht she cld go enjoy her Troy Bolton eye candy yummmmmmy. Tsk!

My stupid contact lens made my eyes freaking red again. Arghs! I rly think it's frm th smoke of smokers arnd me. So bfor I turned blind Sab forced me t take them out. O: Didnt bring my case with me, so I had no choice but t throw them away. ): Heart pain luhs! My moneyyyyyyyyyyyyy. D:

So after hours of non-stop shopping, Sab & I went dwn t eat ShiLin. :D & shopped some more. Hahaha! Finally left @ arnd 7plus? Reached home @ 8 plus 9. o: Eyes are still red now. ARGHS. IRRITATING SHITSZXXZ. ):

I look like I've been crying alot. -.-
LOVE MY HAT! (:

Okay fuckacinno, it's 1.28AM now, & I've t reach school @ 7am ltr. Wthell? On a normal schl day I leave house @ 7. Die die die. /:

Nights peopleeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

OH WAIT. SORRY CHARLES PAPA! Didnt get t go dwn t find you tday. Really sorry! Next week kkkkkkkks.

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I'll Take My Chances.

2008-11-16T00:48:00.004+08:00

Sooo, plans from Thursday t tday (Sunday) were all foiled. Wow. o:

13th, Thursday
Was supposed t: Meet Sabrina & Charmaine @ Compass for their manicure.
Ended up: Staying @ home. Dl.

14th, Friday
Was supposed t: Stayover @ Charmaine's house.
Ended up: Gng t chalet with boyfr.

15th, Saturday
Was supposed t: Accompany Sabrina t town, t buy her things.
Ended up: Gng home t sleep.

16th, tday
Was supposed t: Go t Sentosa with Sabrina, Cousin & her friend.
New plans (Since it's like, 1 am now): Shop @ town with Sabrina.

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Elaboration on chalet.
Met Jeremy & Jackie @ HougangPoint, walked t th bus stop & took 43 t East Coast. Journey = long & boring, yawnxzxzs. o: Plus, we dropped @ th wrong bus stop & ended up walking 3 bus stops worth of distance. Boooring. Kept calling ppl t ask for directions, & we finally made it t East Coast Park, & th chalet.

Got waterbomb-ed by Alnin once we reached. -.- Played cards, dj max, etcs till BBQ time. Benjamin & I kept getting th same cards whn we played black jack. o: Didnt eat much but th food was nt bad. (: Stupid BingDa stole my seat & act emo, tsk tskkkkk.

Went up t th room & slacked. Listened t music, etcs. Kinda boooring. o: Some ppl left @ 9plus, & boyfr left @ 11 plus. ): Sadz. Jackie & I walked him out, & we bought cotton candy on th way back. (: Chatted loads with Jackie, blahblahblah.

Back t chalet, drinking time. (: Not many ppl wanted t kup $ t buy alcohol, so thr was only a bottle of Bacardi. Drank it pureee. Had like, 4 shots? Cant really remember. (By th way my dearest boyfr if youre reading this, I didnt drink alot okay!) Became light & high aftr tht. Loools.

Had a heart t heart talk with Jackie th best brotherrrrr of anthr mother @ th beach. & it was alrdy like, 1 am? Went back t th chalet, & they were telling ghost stories upstairs. o: Stayed dwnstairs instead, & watched BingDa play dj max. Disturbed BenTan too, oops. x; He was falling asleep & I was ~~screaming~~ asking him t stay awake, if nt I will fall asleep too. Hahaha. Sorry! But he fell asleep anyways.

Received a call frm Sabrina, she was drunk. -.- Chatted awhile, & she cldnt talk anymore. -.- So ended up talking t Alex, Ah Pong & Darius, but mostly with Dominic. Wanted t cab dwn t Charmaine's house since I was supposed t be meeting Sabrina ltr on & my boyfr wasn't coming bck t th chalet. Didnt in th end.

Aftr th ghost stories, everyone came dwnstairs & started talking talking talking. Till 5 plus 6 in th morning. Bathed, & went t Macs with Jackie, Subash, Ilana & boiboi for breakfast. I almost forgot t add how red & swollen my eyes started t look. o: Plus th dark eye rings & super big eye bags. God, I must have looked like a ghost.

Called Sabrina, but ended up talking t AhPong. Sry, I was abit harsh whn talking t you. o: Pissed t th max, cause Sabrina was supposed t meet me @ town but she cldnt evn stay awake. Kept asking AhPong t ask her if she still wanted t meet me, but all she replied was, "不要吵我，我要睡觉啦！" Fuckacinno, I just told AhPong "Aiyahs let her sleep all she want laahs horh, bye." & kup-ed. Sry again AhPong!

Bussed home with Jackie, fell asleep in th bus & almost missed my stop. o: Woke up just one stop before, haha. Heng uhs. Walked t Shop&Save & bought some stuffs before walking home, I dntknw why I did tht whn I was practically a walking zombie. But, yeah.

Slept all th way till 5plus, before changing & gng t th HardRockCafe for dinner with my family. Dad brought up a weird & sudden proposal during dinner. o: He said, if I wanted t, he'ld let me transfer ovr t my 2nd brother's schl, ACS International, next year. But I cant transfer whn I'm Sec4, cause of subject combination. So he said, I cld work hard for my Os & thn appeal t get into ACS Intl instead of those JCs & Polys. But tht wld be up t me alrdy- If I wna work hard & score well in order t get in. I dntknw wht t do? But no mtr wht I'ld definitely study hard (I hope) t get th best scores possible. /:

Anyways, my 2nd bother's leaving for Cambodia in a few hours. So, bon voyage! Have a safe trip yeahs. (:

Alrights, apologise for th wordy wordy post. Hopefully, will take some picture tmrw. (: My eyes are freaking dry now, arghs.

(1.58 AM- Internet screwed, cant upload pictures. Will do so later.)

Edited.

STUPID EYE BAGXZXZZZ ):

Eggs.

2008-11-13T01:41:00.003+08:00

Okay, I'm laughing like fuck now. & falling off my chair. Hahahaha! My dearest boyfriend was hungry, & he wanted t cook an egg. So he asked Jackie & I how t cook over MSN. LOLOLOL damn funny.

JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
bro
how to cook egg?
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
supppo
kanina.
what type.
omelette
scrambled
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
ya
i dno
smth nice
i hungry
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
sunnyside up.
okay
you put oil in a pan
then turn o nthe stove
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
no
how to turn on the gas
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
WTF >

...

JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
ok
got fire alr
got fire alr
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
okok
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
then how?
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
then
put oil.
put oil
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
whr?

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JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
the egg
i haven crack leh
cfrack into a bowl or wad
i last time see my maid crack the thing on the bowl
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
you can crack into bowl
you can dont crack
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
how to dont crack?
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
just direct put inside pan also can
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
crack into the shell ah

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JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
how come the egg turn solid so fast?

...

the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
flip the whole egg over.
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
how
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
use spatulor.
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
you throw the egg up ah?
wads tat
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
fuck you.

...

the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
use your hand
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
ppl second time cooking
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
pinch it.
and
sprinkle it.
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
pinch wad
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
the salt
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
can meh?

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the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
HOT ANOT
HOT ANOT
HOT ANOT
HOT ANOT
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
how i know?
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
FEEL
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
damn funnnnny. shit i falling off my chair.
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
PUT HAND ABOVE
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
dun wan la
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
FEEEEEEEEEEEL
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
later burn la
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
put your finger in th oil. (:
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
KNNN
ABOVE LA
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
HAHAHAHHAHA.
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
ABOVE THE PAN LA
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
wait wait
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
WHO ASK YOU TOUCH THE PAN

...

JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
dark soya is which wan?

...

E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
wait wait!
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
smell nice
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
cause
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
MUST TOAST BREAD THN PUT TH EGG IN BETWEEN THN NICEEEEEEEEEEEE.
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
got pepper
and dark cause
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
dun wan la
still must toast
i eat the egg like tat can alr
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
cb
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
TOAST SO EASY.
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
i think he toast the bread burned
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
CB DNT TELL ME YOU DNTKNW HW T TOAST.
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
i noe
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
YEAH ME THINK SO TOO.
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
i think i noe la
the rock says : tommy lee jabroni. says:
LOL
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
microwave oven can toast

...

E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
X: tmrw ask maid clear. LOL.
or wash lah!
use th sponge (i hope have).
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
my maid sleeping
haf la
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
TMRW.
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
the yellow on the btm
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
kkkkk.
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
green on the top ah
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
yeah thn green.
YEAH YEAH.
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
thn put some soap.
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
thn
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
detergent whatever.
JEREMY. [Hawthorne Heights] [เจอรามี่.]-. says:
soap?
which wan
E/Gabriela, (爱)JEREMY (: - says:
how i knw your house use which oneeee!
mama lemon?
LOL.

...

Hahahahahah, funny anotttt?! He totally drived Jackie & I ~~nuts~~ eggs man. But I think super cute leahs. :D Hahahah! Love you long time baby. (:

Meeting Sabrina tmrw? Thn staying over @ Charmaine's on Friday. Sunday, Sentosa! Most prob. (;

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Yesterday was a bad bad bad day for me. ): But it's over already. Some pictures! With balloooooons. (:

*I WNA COMPLAIN! I LOOK SHORTER THN SAB IN TH LAST PEEKTURE. ): SADZ. ):

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Why.

2008-11-08T22:58:00.002+08:00

Avril Lavigne- Why.
Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

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Five Minutes To Midnight.

2008-11-07T16:15:00.009+08:00

4th, Tuesday
Reached schl @ 10am for guitar. Stock checking was kinda boooring. o: & Huisi's hamham; Rest in peace. (: Met Jackie brother & my dearest boyfriend outside schl aftr tht. Jackie left soon, while Jeremy & I just sat & talked. Till I dntknw wht time, bussed t Hougang Mall & ate our brunch. Chatted till 3plus 4, Jackie came meet us again.

Bussed t Venus, th lan shop outside my house, & they played DOTA for one hour. I hate DOTA. ): Home aftr tht.

5th-6th, Wednesday-Thursday
Was supposed t follow Jackie t get his mohawk done, but I woke up kinda late & gave it a miss. Met him & boyfriend aftr tht @ Hougang Interchange instead, & took 89 t Downtown East. Reached, & Subash fetched us t th chalet.

Whn we went in, PHB + Leonard's girlfr, MingShan was thr. Watched them play FIFA, etcs. & Eileen & YingSi came. Sabrina finally came too, & Ilana & her boyfr, boiboi, Jody's girlfr, Gilda, Matthew, Lydia, Aminah, etc, etcs. Bbq fire was started by Jackie, but I super didnt feel like eating th food. /:

Had a small misunderstanding with boyfr, but we solved it soon. (: Went out with Sabrina t E Hub's NTUC t buy beer, we spent super long thr trying t find ppl t help us buy th freaking beer, lools! Bck t chalet, spent most of th time lying on th bed with boyfr. x;

Watched tv, sang songs, some played catching, etcs. & while they were watching Spongeporn Squarepants, Sabrina, boyfr & I were outside chatting & drinking. (: Ben joined us soon, & we took a can of beer each. Had a competition t see who cld finish th beer in one mouth th fastest, & I won! :D Resulted in being half-drunk, & I kept trying t walk in a straight line. -.- Well my boyfr's an idiot cause he will always push me. D: But I love him still, ahaha. :D

Jackie joined us too, he was bored of watching wht he brought. LOL. Took pictures, & went t th beach next. :D Sabrina was also half-drunk, & she was rly damn retarded laahs? Hahaha! Sat dwn outside th toilet like we did last year, & chitchat awhile before heading bck t th chalet for some sleeeeeep.

Half drunk alrd. -.-

Sabrina kept laughing t herself, omg. -.- Woke up quite afew ppl. She finally slept. & I 'slept' for awhile too. Super tireddddd. Lalala, my stupid boyfr decided nt t sleep, but he fell asleep whn everyone else was awake, ahaha. Checked out soon, as they were all scared of th bees attacking our honey on th bbq pit outside & tht th person will come & check. ._.

Everyone left, while Jackie, boyfr & I watched Sabrina eat her breakfast. Went seperate ways with her after tht. Slept on th bus bck t Hougang, & home sweet home. Came home, ate, bathed & slept till dinnertime. Boyfr's sick with fever, cough & runny nose. ): Get well sooooooon.

7th-Tday
Rot @ home. & I miss Jeremy Lim! ):

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Lost Without You.

2008-11-04T01:12:00.008+08:00

Sup ppl! (:

1st, Saturday.
Met Sabrina, Kenneth, Dominic & TaoCheng @ VivoCity. Walked arnd, slacked, did nthing. -.- & went t church for mass with Mavis. :D

2nd, Sunday.
Supposed t go eat breakfast with Fionella & Mavis, thn go for mass, & finally th visit t Jenaris home. Ends up, Mavis was having a fever. D: & Fionella didnt bring kaching + she alrd ate. So we didnt eat.

But! They came ovr t my house, heh. (: Gave Mavis fever medicine, & it worked. :D So we went for mass, late. x; & off t th home nxt, aftr a briefing.

Reached, each person was assigned t a table of arnd 7-8 residents. O: It was rly kinda tough @ first! /: But everything was fine aftr tht. (: We interacted with thm, talked t thm, played games & served thm food. Tried t make th best out of th situation, so I guess I rly enjoyed myself?

Aftr th thing ended, it was arnd 6 plus. & since we hadn't had anything t eat since morning, Mavis & I walked over t Hougang Green & ate LongJohn's. (: & home home home aftr tht.

Roanna was ovr @ my house, & our families had dinner tgthr. Nt looking forward t Malacca! ):

3rd, Today.
Was late in meeting Sabrina & Jeremy @ Yishun Mrt. X: Sorry! /: Cabbed t Orchird Country Club, & played poooooool. (: I guess I didnt really suck @ it since I cld still win both of thm! ;D (Tyco abit laahs.) Played for abt 4 hours? & took th shuttle bus bck t Yishun. Ate our awful dinner @ Delifrance, & home aftr tht. (:

Sry, cant resist nt pointing _l_, cause th food rly sucked. -.-

Th dessert? It's damn small luhs. Compare it t Sabrina's finger! o:

Wht we ordered frm. It's srsly nt nice. -.-

Thnks boyfr for paying th cab fare & for pool! (:

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Fences.

2008-11-01T02:26:00.016+08:00

Warning! Picture OVERLOAD.

Woke up @ arnd 12 tday, changed & ate, thn left for Bishan. Trained t ChoaChuKang t meet Sabrina. She was late! So I walked arnd Lot 1 & ended up in th library. -.- @ first I was cursing cause I took my book out of my bag in th morning, so I cldnt rly read t entertain myself. But thn, I found th same book in th library! So I read it. :D

She finally came after half an hour, -.- & we made our way t (secret location). ;D Was supposed t take pictures @ th train tracks, but ohmygod!, whn we just went out t th tracks th train came. & we almost got ran over okaye?!?! /: Didnt dare t go bck aftr tht. -.- So we walked arnd super aimlessly, & took some shots.

Sceneries(?)

Fence.

Sabrina!

Yours truly, :D. Before edits though.

&, aftr edits.
Nice they were, but we still wanted our train tracks shots! ): Sadzzz. Well, felt super hot & itchy aftr tht, & we went bck t Lot 1 t eat LongJohn's. :D Been craving for it! Idntknw why my meal was so expensive, /: Trained t Bugis aftr tht.

On th MRT. :D
Met Archer, Daryl & Nicholas. & walked arnd. She bought a bracelet & I bought a necklace frm Perlini's Silver. (: Felt damn ho & thirsty aftr walking arnd Bugis Street, so we went t YaKun's for a drink & t rest our legs. Slacked awhile, thn took th train home.

&, 3 distorted pictures of th guys. :D

Nicholas.

Archer.

& Daryl.

Gng Vivo tmrw w Sabrina again tmrw. But Dominic & Kenneth's joining us. (:

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Carousel.

2008-10-31T00:33:00.006+08:00

Booooyahs! (:

Soooo, woke up @ like freaking early this morning. 5.30am? -.- Sorta rushed t change & get some makeup done, thn zooooomed t Bishan @ 6.10am. (: Met Emily, FengZhu, JiaHui & Jolene on th train, & we took it to CityHall. Alighted & ran ovr t Grand Plaza Park Hotel. Yeah, ran. -.-

Reached, changed, performed, changed back, left! Woohoo. (: Okay laah, it took quite long. So we all stuffed our guitars into Mr Ong's car. It was damn full laah! He cldnt evn look @ his rear mirror, -.- But still, thanks! :D

See? So damn full luhs!

JiaHui & FengZhu, :D
Janer, :D
WanEr, :D
WenJie, :D

Emily, :D

Thn some left, while Emily, Jeslyn, Joel, Jolene, Rachael & I walked aimlessly around Suntec City. -.- All th stalls were closed & we were starving! Ended up, went t KBox. :D Ate & sang, for like, 4 hours. O; Fun fun fun! (:

Took neoprints! :D & Jeslyn, Emily & Rachael left. Th remaining 3 of us walked arnd again, & went t Pepper Lunch t eat. Yay. :D Jolene didnt eat though, she watched Joel & I eat. Haha! Chatted loads with thm, till arnd 5.30pm. Thn walked bck t th MRT station & home home home!

I looked retarded carrying a music stand with me bytheway. -.-

Gng out tmrw w Sabrina! We're both broke so we plan t go out & take loads of peektures. :D It's free, aint it? Hohoho. Egggggcited. (: But right nw, my left knee hurts a hell lot & I dntknw why. ): Oooh &&, I'm nt sick anymore! Yay me. :D

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Dying.

2008-10-29T02:49:00.002+08:00

I am dying, my nose is killing me! ):

x

Wellllllll, had guitar practice this morning/afternoon. Super tired cause I slept @ like, 3 or 5am this morning. Thn satisfied my waffle&bubble tea cravings @ Point. :3 Home sweet home aftr tht. I thght Mum was gna bring me out but I guess not. Oh well. Sooo I ended up rotting @ home th whole day. Again.

Why am I nt surprised? Haha.

Watched th tele for th whole day, & I had 2 muffins. (: Blah blah blah, & I'm watching my dwnloaded episodes of The Hills right nw. Oh th draaamaaa. But still, super true & I can super relate t Lauren.

Like, being screwed ovr by friends so many times. & she had this 'bestfriend', nw ex-bestfriend, Heidi, who just kept gng bck t her boyfriend whn everyone knew wht a jerk he was. But welllll, they're nt friends anymore. Tht's sad. It's such a pity though, tht Heidi's such a pretty face but her personality kinda rly sucks. Hah, tht's life I guess. Nt just a pretty face. (:

Okay, I guess most of my readers have nvr evn heard of this show bfor but yeah, who cares as long as I'm happy. (:

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I feel tht my holiday hasnt been exactly wht I expected it t be. Like I dntknw man, I expected alot of catching up w my girls cause we didnt get t go out much during th exams & stuff. But it hasnt happened yet. & Sab & Char still have like school or sthing. I think? So tht makes things more difficult.

Well I rly wna enjoy myself for these 2/3 months though, cause nxt yr's th big year. With O's & all, I rly hope I'ld be able t stay on track & score well for thm. I knw my grades for EOYs deproved alot as compared t mid-yrs, & tht's just nt gna be good enough.

Since I've alrdy quit volleyball, I guess nxt yr will just be studies & guitar. With Arts Fiesta & SYF, it'll be a real busy year. Goodluck t me manxzs, & I hope I'ld start enjoying my holidays soon.

But I kinda dntknw how t thgh. /: Seems like Sab & Char are th only ppl I go out with. Haha. Pathetic much, guess I'm rly just alone. Everyone left somehow. But it's nt like they were actually thr in th first place. Tht ~~kinda~~ sucks for me I guess.

On a lighter note, I'm looking forward t Christmas! (: Ashleigh said, parteh @ his house. & he's so gna have t provide th Baileys! ;D

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Well I'm sry tht my posts arent vry interesting, & picture-filled. I dnt evn knw why Im typing this @ like, 3.11am while lying on my bed. Haha. I cant get t sleep though, cause my nose is freaking irritating x100. & yeah, tissue paper has become my bestfriend. No kidding, I sleep with th tissue box every night. (:

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Burning Up.

2008-10-27T23:34:00.006+08:00

Ni haooooooooo. :D

Finally caught High Schl Musical 3: Senior Year tday w Nicholas! Yay yay.

Met @ Kovan @ arnd 1.30pm, trained t Dhoby & bought tix @ Golden Village. Sry I was late laah, ass! D: Okay, was damn dumb inside th theatre. Made him change seats with me cause there was this ________ sitting beside me. HAHA. Thanks laaaaah. ;D

Walked around & around & around PS aftr tht, before settling @ MOS for super early dinner. Thn we walked ovr t Th Cathay, his smart idea. -.- Ate Ben&Jerry's. Super full aftr tht! D: Idiotxzs.

Bck t Dhoby, & trained t Kovan. Walked arnd Heartland, bought my contacts. Took pictures & homeeeeeeeeeeee for Crime Busters final episode. HAHA. :D

Enjoy th lame pictures! I look like shit in all of thm though. ): Okay, I think my face is like copy & paste one. HAHAHAHAHA. Aiyah who cares.

& yeah, th order is kinda screwed. -.-

I'm still sick! Cant believe this. ASHLEIGH (stares)! /:<

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A Tale.

2008-10-26T03:01:00.000+08:00

She grabs him by th waist.
Some sort of solitude & warmth crawled into her. It felt thn, like time had stopped. A smile broke on her face- she had finally plucked up enough courage t do wht she had wanted t do for so long.

He, on th othr hand, is overcomed by shock.
But nt of a great kind though, as he had alrdy expected it. Those tell-tale signs, & a certain part of him which longed t feel th same kind of warmth he had once felt, so dear, so close, & eventually so far.

But right @ tht moment, everything seemed t go bck t th past.
Everything seemed unchanged, except th fact tht th role of th female lead was nw played by anthr actress. She too was beautiful, this young lady. Everything frm her delicate features & dark olive hair, t her charming personality, which seemed t always outshine everyone else in th room.

Were they meant t be? Were they able t give each othr happiness?
Only time can tell. & only time can determine, who gets left behind & who eventually moves on.

We all live for a reason. While death may seem like th end, it is actually th beginning of sthing we do nt knw.
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When It All Falls Apart.

2008-10-25T22:19:00.003+08:00

Pictureeeees of my hair. :3

'Twas anthr boring day tday. Plans t go out failed. Hopefully, HSM3 w Nicholas on Monday. Peace.

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New Beginnings, new endings.

2008-10-24T19:24:00.005+08:00

Updateeeeeees!

17th, Friday.
Had class outing! Woohoo. Went for guitar early early in th morning, before leaving for Taka's Seoul Garden with E1 guitarists. ;D We ate for like, 2 hours or sthing. Haha! Damn damn fun. My table people were, Janer, Lena & FengZhu. :D We srsly ate alot, hoho.

Aftr tht, trained dwn t Plaza Sing & watched, Butterfly Lovers! Wuzun is damn handsome & cute, wooooosh. :D & Ah Sa super pretty. But kinda irritating part was tht, th ppl in th theatre kept laughing? -.- Funny also laugh, nt funny also laugh. Especially th 2 people beside me! Irritating pigxzsxsxs.

Well, trained home w Pamela aftr tht, & we saw PHB + Matthew in th train. Damn funny cause before tht Nicholas was msging me & I knew tht they were gng ovr t his house. Thn whn I saw thm in th train, I didnt see Nicholas! So I msged Nicholas, "OMG I SAW PHB IN TH TRAIN HAHAHA." Thn he looked ovr & said, "Eh boliao ah." HAHA, shit! He's sitting dwn, TOO SHORT ALRD! So I cldnt see him. HAHA. Hilarious.

18th, Saturday.
Was AYD! Went t church @ 1pm, had some sessions. Thn left for ToaPayoh Indoor Sports Hall. Saw Brennnnnna! :D AYD was super fun, though Sec2 camp felt btr. Got rly high & stuff. Yaaaay. :D

Finally ended @ like, 11pm. Woah. Thn went Prata House for supper with churchies! Nice nice. & walked home. :D

19th, Sunday.
Out for brunch w family, thn trained t Harbourfront t meet cousin. Bought her stupid box & walked arnd Vivo. Super bored cause we were broke. ): Bussed bck t her place & had dinner w family. Had fun laughing @ fat cows. HAHA. Inside joke. :D

20th-21st, Monday-Tuesday.
Nthing much, just Speech Day rehearsals.

22nd, Wednesday.
Went t schl & had prize winners rehearsals, thn went out of schl for Macs breakfast. :D Bckt t schl t clean classroom & collect report book. Thn homeee.Bathed & changed, went t Lavender w Mummy t make my IC. Like, finally! Hahaha.

Just reached home aftr tht, got a call frm Ashleigh & co. Asked t go cycling! Met Mavis outside my house, & took 136 t Serangoon Gardens. Met Ash, walked t Colin's house. Took th bikes & cycled arnd Gardens.

Had fun, but it was drizzling/raining! Blah blah blah, cycled bck t Colin's house. He played th piano! But he only knew 2 songs, LOL. Impressive though. :D Mavis & I left aftr tht. Bussed home & tht's it.

23rd, Thursday.
Woke up with my whole body feeling super sore & my knees hurting like fxck. ): Must be cause of cycling th day bfor. I havent exercised in a super long time since I quit volleyball. x;

Reached schl @ arnd 6.45am, made up & went t th hall for Speech Day. Took prize, performed. & over! :D Yay. We made Mr Chia drop tears, aww. :3 Slacked arnd in guitar room for awhile aftr tht, thn homeee.

&, I fell sick! Stuffy nose, sore throat, cough. Oh manxzs. Must be th cycling in th rain. ASHLEIGH, ALL YOUR FAULT. D: Okay, kidding. Haha.

24th, Today.
Rot @ home th whole day. Yawns. Someone ask me out! I wna watch HSM3. Sabrinaaa, Charmaineee! ):

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Keep Holding On.

2008-10-15T22:54:00.000+08:00

I love th smell & feel of freshly changed bedsheets & towels. :3

Wassup people. :D

Yesterday, went t City Plaza w Sabrina & Charmaine. Shopped for shorts & hoodies. & I extended my hair! :D Hehheh. It's nicey nice nice. Home aftr tht cause Dad was coming home for dinner.

Tday, took bck results. ); Failed 3 subjects. I'm okay w failing these 3, cause I knw these arent my strong subjects. But th sad thing is, th subjects which I'm supposed t be good in, I didnt get as high as I expected. D; Ah well, wht's done cnt be undone. I'm determined t work hard for nxt yr. :3 Go Edna go!

Had SpeechDay rehearsals, played alot wrongly. /: Nerves, ah! Shall overcome thm soon. :3 Blah blah blah, brkfast/recess/lunch @ Macs, & home. :3

I smell like kiwi now, hehhhhhhs. :D

PS, you suck!

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Just Stand Up.

2008-10-13T00:21:00.004+08:00

Wassuppppppxzxsz.

I finally got my ass t church tday! Yay me. So Dad brought us t Raffles City for brunch tday. It was @ this Japanese Restaurant, Shokudo- Japanese Food Bazaar. I think it's th same as th one @ Cineleisure & City Link, but those are restaurant outlets, while this isnt. You see, this place is like Marche, but Japanese version.

So whn you first go in, they'ld give you a card.

& thn there's this marketplace kinda thing inside. Walk arnd & check out all th delicious yummy yummy food, thn make your order! (: & you pay whn youre leaving.

Okaye, I knw I sound like I'm advertising for them, but th food thr is rly ~~two~~ five thumbs up! :D Srslyyyyyyyyy. Everyone said so okay. So, go try it out kay! :D

Walked arnd aftr our super full meal, & I bought a lanyard frm Animal. Yay! :3 Me likey. Wanted t get a cap I saw thr too but Mum insisted tht it didnt look nice. ):

Dad & both brothers ended up buying new shoes frm Nike. Why didnt I buy any you ask? Well cause last time whn we were out shopping, we went into a Nike outlet too. Thn, I saw this pair of Nikes which were super nice & all. & I pleaded my Dad t get thm for me. He did, eventually. But well.. I nvr wore thm. Hahaha! X:

I didnt mean t! But I just didnt realise how high-cut it was. Ah, tsk. Heh. But I think I dnt mind wearing it nw. Provided I can still remember whr it is & if I can fit.

.. Or if it even is still in my house! LOL.

Home sweet home aftr tea brk @ Yakun's. Felt super full, even till dinner time! See, it's rly vry hua suan t eat thr loh. Hahah.

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaye, I think I'm gna crash soon. I only slept 3 hours tday! Frm like, 5am till 8am. -.- Me need mah beauty sleeeep.

Oh yah! WE AINT GNG T TAIWAN. ): SOBZSOBZ. God, pls make Malacca nt boring. Roanna = sadgal@hotmail.com & I = woyaoqutaiwan@hotmail.com LOL. Okaye, I'm rly sad cannnnnn? ): ): ): ROANN HOW? (Inserts infinityx sad faces here)

Later!

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Listen.

2008-10-12T02:17:00.003+08:00

These songs totally made me cry my heart out.

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Going Crazy.

2008-10-09T23:40:00.005+08:00

(Taps you on th shoulder while you're studying)

You: Wht?
Me: (Throws confetti all ovr th place & sprays crazy string in your face, while jumping arnd in a big circle screaming;)

EXAMS ARE OVERRR!
(Includes a big wide smile :D before leaving.)
You: Wht th fxck. ):

HAHAHA. Okaye laahs, I shant be tht evil. But yeah, you get my point! Finally, after those few 'weeks' (Well I'm nt sure if those days can actually add up t form a week but anyhow,) of slogging my guts out revising th countless chapters for each topic, the stressful examinations are over.

Wht a reason t rejoice. :D

Looking forward t:
x. End of schl, start of holidays! (Yes, I rly dnt like schl.)
x. Working! $$$ (Which results in...)
x. Retail therapy $$$
x. TRIP T TAIWAN(HOPEFULLY). Omg, totally crossing my fingers on this one. I dnt wna go t Malacca/ KL/ Penang/ WHTEVER. I.WNA.GO.T.TAIWAN(!)

Not looking forward t:
x. Results D:
x. End of this year, start of next year. Argh, Os! ):

Okaye, tht's all for nw. I RLY WNA GO T TAIWAN. Please Mummy please Roanna's Mummy please Daddy please Roanna's Daddy. & by th way Roann, I dnt wna go t some farm okaye. -.- You can go yourself & improve your geography while I enjoy shopping. Hahaha!

CANT WAIT T GO OUT! WOOHOO. :D Can't you feel my excitement?

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